Thursday, December 30, 2004

Lets see....i'm broke.What's new.but thats not the point.Went shopping from orchard ta ikea ta queensway then to orchard then ....Its damn long.Endurance training!But bought many things lahs.Ok not alot but dunno y alot money gone sians money flow like water.......Bought shoes,stuffs for my not very organised table.Still in need of more stuffs but shan't be so greedy ya.BUT BUT really really want that belt at Pacific Plaza~~~~~!$29bucks and its shuper nice tts wad my stupid pants lack now sho plainy looking.

oh Oh oh i tell wallet not found in Singapore!yes!haha i dunno y im high over it but well ...oh well.....hahahhahahahahhaha....both my wallets not found here tts y abit zhuai.sorry lahs.

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

No com to wish anyone merry xmas.But anyhow,im back and my com was revived by the mighty me.Not forgetting willis and tong for finding the remedy for my sickly com.Man my com sound so human now.

Oh yeah been busy with..well work.And my homework's untouched.I'm geared with a new lecture pad and pens in preparation for the worst for chem.Ho im gonna be so dead.Must remain calm first.

Anyways anyways HAPPy BDAE HAN LIPING!

Monday, December 20, 2004

Cleared my chatter box.Well...its rusty,and the fact that not many know my blog add simply make the so called CHATTER box dull.But well what to do when you want a blog yet aint want that somebody that someone ta read it?Though my entries are not like those which gives away teeny weeny details bout their lives like a report....well....

And i'm lonely.Lets see.....not much people contacted me over the hols.Or maybe i deliberately ignore certain people?NOPE nope its really darn little i say.ME and my teeny weeny social life.kaes i used the same word on two different stuffs.

Well work just keeps me away from thinking.

Friday, December 17, 2004

Take the quiz: What does your birth month reveal about you?"

Attractive Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things. Moody.

Well dumbfounded.

Monday, December 13, 2004

I can't believe there's people who are so willing ta work and gets all stressed up bout everything.Its MAD.Its WTH.OH and HIS mouth starts to bitch about people to ME.xcuse me, we're both newbies so can you just shuttup?

Where's our class gathering?Oh as if i'm looking forward to one.But the realisation that everybody is having at least ONE does make me feel oh so inferior.You can call that JEALOUSY.

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Save me from all tt itch!I'm kinda peeling but not exactly so,scratching but the itch runs away the moment i target it.Oh man.

Love it:Music from the OC.

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Friday, November 26, 2004

My godsis they all lurve me to bits.Their mother aka me auntie, gave me $$ coz i goin aust.Will definitely go to their wedding dinner.And i wanna drive a car soon coz i feel so useless when i go to their place and troubling them.

My grandpa and grandma rawks.

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Actually wanted to do something real evil.But guess what?I've decided to be an Devil in disguise, and be good for now!Hehe.

Hmmm will be away fer awhile soon.Miss me people?I think only those who know whats going on will know bahs.Those who are just so superficial....Ha bleah i lost what i'm thinking already.

And my job is confirmed.ha think so unless i choose to reject?lol rejection shld be done by the employer not the to be employee.That's so funny.Ok its not.lalala

Found some stupid pranks.I think if tried on peeps they will most prob get pissed.Oh whatever just read on.And most prob invented by guys.The methods used are relatively similar;)

Prank 1:Find a friend or an enemy, get some tampons and pads... get some red dye and put them on the tampons and pads... wait until they dry so they wont get over everything... then place them in their book bag, or purse, something where they would have to look in to the bag/purse. Just be sure not to get caught.

Prank 2:There have been some sorry posts here lately, so hopefully this will improve things a bit. You will only need an unsuspecting victim, and a sanitary pad, not a tampon. You can enlist a girl to purchase one from the vending machine in the bathroom, or just go in there and buy one yourself. I suppose you could just bring one from home, but that wouldn’t be as funny. Remove the wax paper, exposing the adhesive. Walk behind your "mark," say something like "Hey, how’s it going?", and give him a friendly pat on the back, sticking the pad in the process. Then watch as the schmuck walks around school all day with a pad on his back. I did this once, and even the teachers didn’t tell him what had happened!

Stupid right?And here's the caution:
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

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Hey at least i'm not that freakish.Though gothic is cool.Way too cool to be able to survive in Singapore.Yeah.the coolest=siao.
I think right my words get intepreted wrongly by my mum before it gets processed in her brains.Like a baby talking to an adult.Who's who i don't know.Damn.

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

I think i'm having frequent dreams.Had one again last night wanted to remember to blog down but you know, things must be done immediately otherwise BOOM! gone.Ya its gone now.

Feelings will never return once they are gone?Now tat you said that, i'm beginning to wonder my wait for you.Is it gone yet?If it is will it ever be the same again?I'm totally disappointed with my stupid mishandling of things last time. *SMACKS*
And.i've tried once again, to make things happen.But i'm just nt fated.FLOPPITY FLOP!FLOPFLOPFLOPFLOPFLOPFLOPFLOPFLOPFLOPFLOPFLOPFLOP.Thats just the minimum amount i will suffer.I shall end my sufferings.

Monday, November 15, 2004

Had a stupid dream last nite.Was tking geog papers.Now you're thinking, wat the hell?
Location: Some hall. (dunno which sch watever coz its dark.quasion!)
Now we are seat unlike the usual facing the stage thing, but facing each other.YUPS. Two rows merge and we sit facing each other.
Exam starts.
And ppl started toking!Cheating with the deaf teachers walking around ignorant of whats going on.And with the lights still off, i doubt they can see wassup with us.The questions on the paper?Cant remember.
Me?Was cheating obviously lah!wat geog paper i dun even know.And i forgot to bring my calculators.But i dun even know geog need calculators!
...................And.................the dream ended just like that.Any meaning to this?

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Its comforting to know that I'm remembered.I'm on ppl's friends list.Getting called out just for tt little get together.I love it.My life's brand new!


Tuesday, November 09, 2004

I've finally cooled.Thanks to the wonderful bittorrent, i have the full episodes of The Champion!!yay!!

Oh ya.Simple plan rawks.Their lyrics are so damn close to me, and their songs don't have all these excessive noises like other rock bands.lalala....

off to Job Hunting!!

Monday, November 08, 2004

I'm seriously pissed right now.listening to stupid rock song which just gets my adrenaline gushing.I don't know whats so difficult about things.I seriously don't know.

Consolation?this week simply rocks.I've learnt tons.Can't get it anywhere man.People here are more real.Can't wait for my aust trip.

I shall get a job to keep me busy.May get to meet more ppl?Who knows they may be better than you expect.

Listening- No reason by Sum41.Describes everything.

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

Took cab to sch today for op.SHAG.Somemore the ny peeps in my room i nv c before and apparently they are boring.Coupled with my less than 3 hrs sleep last nite in camp, it was...lullaby to me and keni say my eyes were closing... was over!!Went li PIG hse coz she offered to cook for me.SO sweet right?I slept while she cook.Eat finish slp again.Slept like for 3 hrs while she laugh in front of a dead tv.Noisy la she.

GONE GONE GONE!!!pw GONE!wiped out of my com, my table, where-ever.

COMING COMING COMING!!!I'm going to Australia!!yay!!!late night shopping in the suburbs...yohhhooo....


Sunday, October 31, 2004

I want friends.I wanna swim.I need a tan.I wanna go beautiful islands.I wanna fly.I wanna soar.

I need a job!Just wanna fill in my scattered days in mid nov.My bills are like mountains already!

I am 17% evil.
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Thursday, October 28, 2004

My house is tv deprived for one more wk or so!Man all coz of my lil brother!But i still have my ways ta watch...hee
Went with Eve ta get ShiJia present.The thing smell so nice la...
This is my dunno 4th or what time tking neoprints.Oh man i'm so getting used to it BUT ....

okies i post pic here lahs so u guys can just save the pic kaes!

hmm its ugly

This is da most alrite one i suppose.Well not i choose one anyway and the excited ones are them peeps.Yup even more so when the clock starts ticking and they chiong to finish decorating the pic.But this time no timer so ya it took ages....*yawn*

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Whee!Cycled today!yay!Back to my healthy living.Love the nature.Away from technology.Ok not really coz i got my phone with me.But really its fun.Want a bike!Then can go cycle to macRitchie then Bkt. timah and back!

Wah watched pretty no.1 videos today.I found it on da com....hee hee so pretty!

Friday, October 22, 2004

I think i'm back to my old self.Numb,cold,totally ignorant.Sometimes you just need to be quiet and ignore what's happening and don't get agitated and get your emotions all crossed and worked up.But that will come with a consequence- u get ignored and isolated.This feeling is not nice considered that i experience this for like almost 4 years.Trust me.

School's boring.

I don't know where i stand amongst my family,friends or acquaintances.I really don't know.

Monday, October 18, 2004

The current 2 precious things in my life right now is my purple mechanical pencil and my black pointed comb.If i lose em i will lose my sanity.

Spoke to my chem teacher today and he decided not to kill me and spare my life and not persude dropping any subjects.PHEW!But still i got punished for not doing his work today.
I think my bio teacher is kinda good considering what will happen if she's not there next year.Then we will have to like adapt again?Hell pls no i hate changing of teachers except changing of my previous chem teacher hee hee.

GP results out tomorrow.I don't have a good feeling about it.But i won't pray coz today i realised that 99.9% of the time you will be disappointed.Hitler sucks big time.

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Want super many things.Am on a saving spree.Means i will have to refrain from going out too often.But still i'm dying to go out!Well ok Australia will be a better place to shop.Save Save SAve!People wanting me to go out must sponsor me food and drinks.HeeHee.Otherwise i will stay home watch all my movies and play computer games and grow fat.Downloading Sex and the City coz i'm bored.

Wanna cycle,skate,jog,climb,play!

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

Window Shopped online.I want this!!~
Terminator Low White/Real Pink!~

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Had papers with a bit of fever.Dizzy.Got many stupid mosquito bites coz of yesterday.Worsen my sickness.Chem is gone with the wind.

Monday, October 04, 2004

SCARED!!~tml chem paper!!~how!!~~If history repeat i will be stupid!~!~~ARGHSwhining with my sexy voice now.VOice break!!~~Just imagine.CHEM CHEm CHem Chem chem.............................................

Saturday, October 02, 2004

I'm so dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb....trapped in this whirl of feelings.I'm such a bigmouth to pour out everything.I'm no longer a closed bottle; i'm one which seem to have endless flow of things ...coming out of my stupid mouth!~

platonic.IS there such a thing?

i'm sick.Flu.Sore throat.Man there's nothing worse than e state i'm in now.Punishment maybe.

Thursday, September 30, 2004

This blog is getting a tat too dusty...*blows the dust away* By now people will be thinking i'm busy mugging,but hell not really.Its just maybe life gets a bit monotonous sometimes, so there's nothing really to be excited about.

Signing up for attachment in Australia.Hope got people go so tt we can have fun.And must be those damn on one otherwise i will be bored to death and may end up playing with da kangaroos *cold*....haha...
My first wk of Nov will be taken up as well by camps (IF they want a big time slacker like me.But i'm being enthu now so ya...).Might as well be busy, coz later i will be like attempting to organise things which will most probably be a flop.
Mid Nov will be spent working in da Zoo!Anybody else interested come on sign up with me!!~~I want my deugong!!~

OH BIG BIG obstacle before all these.....PROMOS!~arghss...MY chem teacher Mr Loh says he want to see me after Promos!!~Oh no!~Will he be persuading me to drop subject??Shit!~

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Now i think i really got something against guys...they irk me.But don't worry coz some are in my exceptions list.And don't worry to some too coz i can just be superficial and talk to you.You get what i mean...i do tt always to ppl regardless of sexes.Call tt acquaintance to be nicer.AND don't be to cocky and think you r in my exception list.Unexpected things happen ya know.i HATE ego.Show it and i will bash u up.Ok not bash but i shall curse u.

Thursday, September 16, 2004

Once again i've failed in my handling of things.I'm like a SUPER DUPER BIG bottle bottling up stuffs and won't explode....pls lahs i need peeps to release em not i go and pour em out....i'm liddat and it always has been....It always happen when u get too close with a person and everything suddenly changed...backfire....once again....i'm so afraid of such outcomes and it has come to haunt me again...

Thought of the day:Why issit that when guys are around guys,and gals like us talk to em,what you get is like an irritated gua lan reply unlike the usual?doesn't it comes down to a three letter word called EGO ??Its idiotic.

Okay i'm slow and not studying and thinking bout such stuffs.Just tag me and gif me some reasons y guys are liddat!~
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Thursday, September 09, 2004

Abandon me.Abandon me when i reach 21.Isn't that what you guys do to daughters?WE are just useless fools wasting your money for the past year.Its a waste.You can't take pressure,so what?I can't sleep.I can't be tired.Only you can.Cause you are working to earn money and i'm just seen to be slacking around.

Fend for myself.You want me to get a job right?No need education right?Fine.

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Sheesh.SO many thoughts.My mind is supposed to be empty except for the content that is required for promos.

My social life is getting really, really boring.Ask me to talk about my day and i will simply go, "huh"?That explains a lot rite?How sad.The people i hang around are countable by your hands alone.No one calls to crap.I'm quite alone now really.Though sometimes,some,i feel so not alone.

I'm one who seem to close up,but prompt me at the right time and i will say it.Obstacles seem to block me and people,it's hard for me to control but can u just go away?

Everybody ard me talks abt love.Trapped in this wonderful word.Its just four letters and it seems to contain much more.It will drown you.Make you lose all senses.Many definitions,many sayings...blah blah....Oh man but i believe in accidental love right now.That's my definition...kewl...

Guess i need more love than others.I can't get it anywhere ard the house.It's void of feelings.Even if i'm in pain,i'm the cause of my own pain.Great.Just when i need some care.Make me feel so not the eldest.Make me feel so wanted.

End of my incessant craps.My gastric pain is coming back.After one year.And nobody cares.

Saturday, September 04, 2004

Accidently in Love......yeah....

Friday, September 03, 2004

My tamagotchi died!!~~arhgsssssss FLUB died!!~~~Was still playing with e pretty teacher this afternooon lohs!!~~and it died after i was on e way home from rockclimbing...huhs!~HAIZ


Thursday, September 02, 2004

Its fun when the teacher is sooo damn gullible and completely innocently idiot abt tamagotchis.She's so fun!~~

Went to have lunch.Should i say high tea?lol just had a meal lahs with liPing and winnie.Bitching about our lives and everybody else's.

I'm kinda lagging.But shoving that aside,i'm gonna rockclimb tml!!Its damn long since i have the feeling of having my hands and legs strained.Hell yeah.

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

Had fun yesterday...was luffing and luffing all the way....
I desperately need someone to control me.Make me study.Make me wake up early and study!~

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Monday was alrite....though heard some really grossed stuffs.....haha but nvm,i get to dance with me pretty teacher no.2~~!!yay!

damn damn happy's teachers's day,decided to go to school since supposed to give the tamgotchi to the gullible pretty teacher....hee she rawks man...she was involved in two items and we didnt know.Only knew she was singing some chi song...the best show was the hip hop dance....and boy she was in it!!!!

Searched high and low coz we didnt know she was part of the group dancers.....till i say her...hee man she was totally fooled by us....and...she hugged us!!~~hehe....

Went back to amk back with the peeps...miss them!!~~and how many long long years have i not seen wei shan?oh man its damn lot...miss ya gal!~

Saturday, August 28, 2004

WAH!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~my sinister plot failed!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~FLUBBER!!!!!!!~~~~~it sux when some ppl are soooooo sticky and their brains are stuck at their ass and will never come off.Flubber and director shall think of more plots to save me....ARGH

All my saturdays are DAMN.School school and more school.MAD rush to cover the syllabus,tests,everything.Don't even have time for my kiddos in my unit.Miss them!~

Went out with EVE today.Hunted for pink Tamagotchi for our teacher!~yAys!!~~found it !~lolz

Why can't people have a mind of their own?sometimes its good to follow the crowd.ya i mean CROWD.But don't have to follow a specific person's decisions and ideas rite??~that is unoriginal,fake and dumb.

Thursday, August 26, 2004

Condemned to the core.Getting reprimanded everywhere.Its not that i'm desperate nor marks orientated.Shall accept all things that comes along.
NKF thingy tomorrow.Kinda excited.Shall meet new people!~

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

Today.Normal ordinary nothin unsual whatsoever day.Though chem lesson we had nerd nerd Bernard who came and took over the lesson.lolx.Flubber cant stop luffing.Then there was tis hongkong test which was eng listening and weird and me and Ke Ni got so bored that we decided to play our tamagotchis during every interval.Heez.

Stayed back with flub to wait for her lift home.Saw the CCAs training.Kinda miss the days but....its boring.Rockclimbing ish betta.Slept till 8 and ate dinner and now im stilll slacking ard here.Dunno what im doing also.

Monday, August 23, 2004

LAte for school today.By the time i reached the bus stop it was like 7.10 and thre's no way the bus will arrive and drop me promptly.Not to mention all the running and it will end up to be a futile attempt coz Nathan will most prob be like a guard dog near the gate.So clever me decided to tk a cab! i reached sch via the front gate and saw CHUNG KING!!~~wah definitely did not make my day any better.BUT....i saw the pretty teacher no.2 next!! least sth to brighten up my day....

Donated BLOOD today.Yesh,thats the colour of me blood.Kinda overcome like 5% of my haemophobia.LOL.Its kinda freaky considered that one of my classmates pengz in the process,and i was like directly in front of him yet i didn't saw a thing coz the nurse was poking the needle into my fragile skin and i was staring and the stage....Razia said i will be totally freaked out if i was to have seen the scene,coz i was so terrified already.

My chi teacher was soooooo gullible!!!~~First time we tricked a teacher so easily.Ok it wasn't really me coz i just made a sentence and the rest continued the stupid lame shit.But she BELIEVED.Yes she did.And we are pros that we lied together spontaneously without even discussing the speech to say.THe story linked and yesh,she will be expecting a surprise on teachers' day.YAY!!!!Me boy need a mate!~

Lurve u bud!!~~Knew i can always find u for help.heHz

They say that donating blood will get fatter.oh realllllly.....

Sunday, August 22, 2004

A perfect Sunday for studying.RUINED.

I can just jump down from my storey and leave.

I can.

And you won't have to see me sticking out like a sore thumb.And you won;t get to scold me,SARCASTICALLY.

At least i will get praises from the angels in the sky.Or the devils in hell.

Saturday, August 21, 2004

Very excited!!Hehs...the pretty chi teacher want a tamagotchi!!yeS!!She is so damn funny loh those who were around her yest heard what crap she was speaking and its what the hell...once in a blue moon then can crap with her one...was deciding to buy her one with the class peeps today before chi paper.That is if she haven't buy it before teachers' day.Weeeeeee!!!~~~CAn't wait!!

Passed by SRJC today.Was wondering whether i would have a chance to meet my chiobu.Chiobu rawks man...hai too bad...fate did not bring me to her...wahahha....too bad....

Watched The Village.Super late lohs,coz no one wanna watch with me.Everybody watch with their CCA peeps or watever crap.Our class is hopeless when it comes to having some entertainment TOGETHER.

Doing my PW right now.PW.It just pisses me off.

Hafta finalise the class tee shirt.Heh.First time i offer my help.Should be honoured man.But seriously can't stand the delaying anymore when the shirt is like a memoir?Why should people care about the cost and forfeit the quality?Like that might as well go pasar malam go buy right...ArgGh

I need a study partner!!~

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

My chem rocks.Champion of all champions.Lowest among all level.GREAT.But is better than some people who are furiously copying during the chaotic scence after the chem test has ended right?Have some integrity man.WTH.

My Tamagotchi rocks!!Someone pls make friend with my tamaBoy....

GTG....tml got bio test....cannot afford to fail liaoz...anantha is such a nice person....

Saturday, August 14, 2004

GP test basically sucks today.BIG time.Though the essay paper was ok,the comprehension was a it will just round up to be a failed paper.The teachers see my paper also will puke ...woooh....hope they survive through my illegible handwriting which was due to the stupid air con in the LT.Brrrr!!~

Bio lecture was kinda redundant.Cause i wasn't listening.Ok thats my fault.But,haha will understand it later...shall studiee!!~~yay!

Cut my hair today.WOh...its short...and dries up super fast after i shower.Long time never have this feeling le...wahahha....hehehe...why am i so proud of it?I dunno...wahha

Friday, August 13, 2004

Noticed that super long never touched my blog...kinda dunno where to start..lets see...

Woke up early in the morning.Supposed to wake up like way earlier,too bad,i'm such a pig.Went over to bud's house,did many stuffs in one day!yay!though i did slept for like an hour on da bed while she too slept,but on the floor...heehee
Think i had nothing much on this day cause i can't remember
Had presentation.Relatively shorter than the rest,but what's the use of long presentations when not the whole class listens?
My stomach growled the whole day.Survived till i had dinner.WOW
Relatively quite day.Cause of some reasons.Had chemistry test,but still,i didn't manage to do all.Got the knowledge,but never even get to apply.So redundant studying chem.By the time i almost done with question 3,i looked up and saw the clock-11.05am.Ending time on da screen-11.07am.And i still left with one super long question nay do.I don't even know what was the question cause it was time to hand up.Feel so dumb.
Went our in search of Wei Sing's birthday present.Walked the whole orchard road and keep going to the same place like at least twice?lol.Got back REAL ard 10plus?hee
I think econs lectures are kinda redundant nowadays cause i most probably be talking and copying and nothing's going in,might as well skip it and study yourself.I mean for the current chapter btw.
Our chinese teacher was like giving us feedback about our class and all.Some good things,some bad ones as well.But,haiz she so pretty lohs then the guys in my class keep breaking her
Went out with Eve to J8.Searched everywhere for something i want to give bud.wEe...
Tml's GP test.Gonna flung it anyway.

~Happy Birthday Wei Sing!~

Sunday, August 08, 2004

OMG...feel so guilty lohs...very sorry to my bud...

another freaked out...don't ask me why,i feel so paiseh to say also...i just lost...

I still haven't do anything constructive...i'm so rotten...oh man..what is happening...

Saturday, August 07, 2004

Had fun yesterday at Ashley's house.Happy Birthday Ash!*hugs*Got dunked in the pool,and yahs,unfortunate things always happen with water for me.I hurt my ankle.Awww.....its stupid isn't it?Got dunked and i mislanded...Oh of my sis's friend is pretty...pretty for me lahs...most people won't say so one...bleahs...

Didn't do any work till now lehs...So pig!!~~play play play...Must go study lahs girl!!~~~

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Am in the school library rite now.My favourite haunt recently.Keep skipping lectures.Now it's supposed to be GP.:P
Tong nv appear in school today.Mild food poisoning.Waha...greedy

You know how it feels when you told someone something,and the next minute that person is gonna do that with somebody else and instantly forgot that ME said that first?Hello??It's obvious of their priorities,and it appears that i'm right down on the bottom of their list.Great.Now i'm stuck with no plans for National Day.And the long weekends plus weekdays.

Wanna watch a lot of movies.The Village,She Hates Me(not shown yet,most probably RA),The Notebook,Gozu...bleahs i'm so greedy.Where to get that kind of money for soo many movies??Oh yah,i'm WANT a Tamagotchi!!~~Its the new version by the you're outdated...bleahs

Sunday, August 01, 2004

Why issit that everytime things go wrong,its ALWAYS my fault?!

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

I noticed that for a girl to do well as a leader where all guys supposedly rule ,one must have certain 'must-haves' for them to surpass or do as well as them.

  1. Fame.You must be well recognised at HQ level
  2. Looks.Well,some used looks to overcome some things do they?Most of the ppl use this now.It's a guy's world,so why not?
  3. Strength.Must be as strong as them.And i mean physically.
  4. Language.Get their dirty jokes.No sissy's kinda hard coz gals use eee and ahhs as an advantage.


More relaxed now.Having this heck care attitude thing coming.Look,if i don't care,it won't hurt as much.

Monday, July 26, 2004

Monday sucks.Think i woke up from the wrong side of the bed or something.School sucks.
Breaks were used for rushing out work,and my poor stomach had to endure and feed on hydrochloric acid for the whole day~~~~

Somehow,the closeness isn't there anymore.

Sunday, July 25, 2004

Be contented with your life gal!!~Though jc isn't all that pleasant right now,there's still people who are there for you.There's Jeannie,me bestest bud,WeiSing, WeiShan (bestest study partner recommended),WenLin (my inside information center,or gossip for short),  my guy pals whom i crap with....wohooo so life isn't that bad.Though i can't get what i wanna find now,maybe it will come later.

Had project discussion online.It was crap.Shall not elaborate.

Tons of homework crashing down like an avalanche.


Saturday, July 24, 2004

Training today.Went down to amkss,and had fun with the NCOs.Implemented a lot of things for the new batch of leaders,hope they will adhere to it and the unit will become fun!!~~

Parent Teacher meeting after that.Thought i was late when i met LiPing on da was suppose to be before me and she's still rite on the bus.The meeting was....well kinda usual routine.The teacher spoke wads reflected on my result slip,and yah thats about it.My GP failed,which means i would be retained if i get this for my promos.GP sucks.My english sucks.

Don't fear me.

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

Can't stop fretting abt relationships.(iTs friendships kaes=>)I'm not getting anything.I'm desperate.Yes i am.But how can anyone blame me?Alright blame myself from entering school later..where all e cliques are formed...and i cant seem to penetrate through.

Ok so i sometimes do yearned for a guy to get me out of my agony.But it won't work,cause it will just make me seem more desperate and wanting the best of both worlds...aRggh

Been binging on food recently.Is it depression?lol.Or some hormonal upset ...arh...

I need a hug.I need a kiss.Just need something to make me feel loved.

Monday, July 19, 2004

Another week.Or should i say a whole new week.Got away from my horrendous mood.Well at least for now.Had been doing homework over the weekend,and i completed my chemistry work that i'm supposed to do!yay!Hey you guys must be happy for me for once coz...well you know...haben been touching chem thats why my results is soo beautiful.
Monday is PE day.Got called up in front of everybody coz i never go for last thursday's afternoon PE.Oh well,i did have a reason,and i forgot to tell Ms Teng on that day.But its kinda irritating cause you will have to stand up,walk in front of everybody...yucks.But aerobics was fun,and tiring too!!(right WeN??)Found out that i lost pretty much of my stamina,terrible me~~~~~~argHH.Shall go and jog with WeN ..heee
Racial Harmony day coming up,guess it means nothing much to me,cause whats the point when you have a sucky class?And Wednesday is such a short day,with bio practical,can't expect us to chop these vegetables when you are all dressed up right?Its ridiculous=}
Still feeling very superficial.When are you guys afraid of me?Stop being superficial to me.Cause i'm feeling that way too.

Thursday, July 15, 2004

Bad mood.Till the last part of the day.Apparently someone did not know and kinda got on my nerves and yah.Kinda shock that someone would say sorry so easily,most people wouldn't,especially when they haven't find out whether its really their fault.gosh i feel so petty.Was kinda alone yesterday,and decided to go back to my unit.At least i won't feel so left out there.Had fun mingling with the sec 1s!And found out that the more you scream at these kids,the more their sucky attitude will surface.

Had A level oral examinations today.Stumbled.I don't know why,think i've been speaking whole lot of english all this while now,unlike back then.

Back to my unit today again for their passing out parade.Soooo fast!!!!1 year has passed and another batch takes over...tears,joyous laughter,hugs and kisses were given to everybody.Such warmth...and i'm beginning to love the sec 1s!!oh man they have so much to learn and so much potential to give.Will definitely go back more often if i can..promise.:)

Kinda superficial nowadays.Can't help it.Its like being forced with people you don't want to work with,or they are stuck in your class,or they are around the friends you wanna be with.....etc etc...And...why do people have to be so cliquey..its...unfriendly.don't believe go check the dictionary.;)

Monday, July 12, 2004

The parent teacher meeting thing kinda sucks.I had to prepare my dad of what he may be seeing on my progress slip,and there he go rattling off...wanting me to go poly now that i can't do well in jc,wow...idiotic...he doesn't even know that poly is soo different,and he would not be able to accept it if i were there.Such ignorance.

Sunday, July 11, 2004

Your a Guradien Angel! Guardien Angels are also
knows as Warrior Angels, because they are the
army of God. Not always meaning that they are
in war, simply that their job is to protect
unwary humans from dark dragons, or other evil
demons. Warrior Angels are not always friendly
with humans, but they will watch over them all
the time. Humans say that when a miracle
happens, thank your guradien angel.

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Another week ahead..always telling myself to start studying,but the other side of me is just not doing it,Y?

If my bottle fills up,will i explode?or will i let em' flow smooth?There's a limit,i know,but i wanna let it continue to fill up,bottling all that i feel till i'm ready to say,cause i;m sooo afraid of the outcomes...

Saturday, July 10, 2004

Had A level listening compre today.The waiting for the stupid broadcast to start was irritating,but overall the listening compre was still ok i guess.Went with LiPing to get her O level cert at Whitley.The school is kinda...u know...old...maybe i'm not used to it coz i was fortunate to have new schools all the while so ya.The rest of the day was spent at amkss Silver Jubilee,get to meet up with lotsa peeps and overall it was fun.Love to hear their neverending lasTest and laugh over them.And how's life now that poly have started and more urge to take photos with SAlly they all..wahahhaha...Saw some of my sec class peeps,all have had changes and apparently it was mostly Hi and thats it.MY class.Saw a lot of seniors,and oh man some have changed really ALOt.Like how some shed their weight to half their size,their styles(some CMI),lol...

Thursday, July 08, 2004

Ok i'm back home.Tired.Feel like slacking.Had afternoon PE today,after so many breaks and a bio tutorial.Didn't have to go for the Pe if i don't wanna but ya,might as well go since i feel so slack.SPA tomorrow,and its to Cheryl today in the library,and she's the one i always go to bout my academic stuffs.Ya she's clever,not geeky,fun,not those typical NYJcian who most of them are damn geeky..eeewww...shall go study now,or else i would be hooked up on the com and never get down.:P

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey, it's eve here. me and yy in sch library cause we got a 3hr break and we're damn bored. heehee...stupid wai hong never come to school, we got back our stupid math paper and i think you failed..wahahaha..byeeeeeeeeeeeee...

lol ignore her...kk ya hey tong today many many break leh u come also no prob wun get more sick de lol....
got back like wads left of my subject results today....getting straight Fs for my progress slip i guess*clap*left like 20mins before nxt lesson starts, and im rotting here ...ARGHH break kinda sucks ..i understand y some ppl grumble when theres like a lot of break.break sucks.School sucks.

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

You have a twisted soul! Twisted Souls are never
bad, and actually, are a rarity amongst souls.
These souls are a little combination of
everything, with always a little of their own
chaos to add. Twisted Souls are kind, loving,
weird, zany, temperamental, and very talented.
They have their own firm opinion, and can at
one time be very outspoken and passionate, and
the other time shy and feeling insignificant.
Twisted Souls have good senses of Humor and
other times can be a bore. You can act quite
intelligent at one time, and grasp concepts
easily, while other times they can find it
difficult to understand. Twisted Souls are
always very fun and Kind, and can be party
animals. But, if you love someone, youre
serious about it, intense, and forever loyal.
Congratulations-the world should have more like

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Tuesday, July 06, 2004

Had like phobia getting up sooo early to get to sch today.Its like i have a strong lust for more sleep, and a unknown feeling that this term THREE is not getting betta anymore,with all the things looming over my head...gosh...ANd....yest i was thinking that there's nothing i pretty much look forward to in the school,nothing i look forward to in my entire 17yrs of life.I mean,look at me,have you seen me with any very very close friends?WIsh to hang around whole day with someone who would like just totally CLICK.I mean it,and its kinda hard to find isn't it??Nvm about that, lets back most of my results today, didn't do well....or didn't do badly?lol,its kinda mix of both,coz generally its a FAIL,not one,but many....idiotic man...with this kind of results i would have to get retained at the end of the year if this shall maintain,and i figure that i most probably go to poly then coz ya,no way am i gonna get retained.....anyway,Ms Sim raWks,and i totally knew what she was teaching today,why isn't she our chem teacher?In that way it might save me from some agony....ahhhhhh

"Freak Out"

Try to tell me what I shouldn't do
You should know by now,
I won't listen to you
Walk around with my hands up in the air
Cause I don't care

Cause I'm alright, I'm fine

Just freak out, let it go
I'm gonna live my life
I can't ever run and hide
I won't compromise
Cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I can't watch the time go by
I won't keep it inside
Freak out, let it go
Just freak out, let it go

You don't always have to do everything right
Stand up for yourself
And put up a fight
walk around with your hands up in the air
Like you don't care

Cause I'm alright, I'm fine

Just freak out, let it go
I'm gonna live my life
I can't ever run and hide
I won't compromise
Cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I can't watch the time go by
I won't keep it inside
Freak out, let it go

On my own
Let it go
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Just let me live my life
I can't ever run and hide
I won't compromise
Cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I can't watch the time go by
I won't keep it inside
Freak out, let it go

Gonna freak out, let it go
Gonna freak out, let it go

Monday, July 05, 2004

this is sooo crappy...dunno why i wanted to have a blog,when i wont elaborate much about things...lolz shall figure out how to make this blog betta,and...should i tell anybody abt it?lol...die...wrong move...haha