Saturday, December 31, 2005

HAPPY/NOT SO HAPPY NEW YEAR's EVE PEOPLE.

I'm gonna seek solace in work later.

I know you wanna clean up your room.I know you wanna clean up the living room.
But both of you are super annoying coz you peeps treat my room as a dumping ground for anything that you don't consider it as yours.And when i throw things outside my room that i don't consider it as mine,it gets thrown back into my room again.
THIS IS FUCKING ANNOYING.

My room was in a mess,now it's like a rubbish dump and i can't even place my feet nicely on it.

My sister is such an annoying piece of shit.Screw your life if you wanna but just don't affect me you arse.And i don't even care if you/boyfriend ever read this.

Thursday, December 29, 2005

SERIOUSLY,what's the deal bout New Year's eve?Now that i won't be working on 31st Dec,i will be darn free.Sleep wld be the best way to cross over to 2006,where i'll just wake up and 'oh hello it's 2006 now,can you even feel it?'That'll save me a hell lotta trouble.

My life is fcking awesome right now.Right.

Monday, December 26, 2005

Sometimes uncertainties can drive you insane.

Sunday, December 25, 2005

MERRY CHRISTMAS FOLKS!

This is the most awesome Xmas i've ever had.Xmas eve was fun,dinner with fellow instructors cum KLK spraying session almost made me don't wanna leave.But the crowd @ Orchard was disgusting,and i swear if there was a bloody stinko in the crowd,i would have puked and died on the spot.Luckily even the KLKs smelled alrights.

Holland V was waaay less crowded than orchard.Got stuck in the traffic and had ta cab down.WTF,this is the 25756854 time that i'm spending on cab fare this week.HORRENDOUS SHITE.

Xmas pressies i've got this year's not alot,but of course,more than any other year.DUH.

HUGS to Eileen Fu,Wenlin,Elinn,Brenda,Jac and Bertie for the lovely gifts =)

Thursday, December 22, 2005

<°º::-^Crazedæ»°°°º¤ If having that was tragic, then give me tragedy. ¤º°°°æ--»::º°> says:
if very ex i go buy drumsticks

The Celesbian™® -Assure me.- Tongues intertwine. says:
haha

The Celesbian™® -Assure me.- Tongues intertwine. says:
drumsticks too ex go buy chicken drumsticks


<°º::-^Crazedæ»°°°º¤ If having that was tragic, then give me tragedy. ¤º°°°æ--»::º°> says:
slap you!

LOL.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

I'm in no mood to type in paragraphs.

I visited my precious deugongs yesterday in the zoo,like FINALLY.

Other than that,i don't know what else to say.I'm in this sickening WHATEVER mood right now,and i just watched Mysterious Skin and it's saddening.

okay Whatever.

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Class dinner was....Well whatever.I just think course bbq later on wld be wayy better.Guess it's all about the right frequency.

Did i mention later?It's freaking 5am now,and i'm here burning my stuff,writing a few stuff,doing my laundry,clearing my things.

ARGH i want a maid.NOW NOW NOW.

My head is spinnnning round and round.I'm going bananas.

This is not exactly the coolest way to enjoy first night of freedom.

Saturday, December 17, 2005



W900i

Because i'm a sucker for white.
Because i'm a pro SE person.

Thankew very much,sugar mummies/daddies to be out there.

Here i am,being a refugee waiting for ppl to take me inIi'm picky,and chose the place i wanna stay.heh.

Farah's making me fat with tons of whipped cream on my drinks.It's on the house.Awesome.

Eileen Fu we've finally met!HAHAHA just when you thought we'll never get to see each other till next year.-grins-
And welcome to our super pathetic stagnant love life,but life is still good k?Coz we have each other!HAHAHA!We'll whack each other till we come to our senses!

Roaming around a shopping mall isn't good cause i've spent a bomb.Yes im sucha shopper.

My Adidas bag will be the next on my shopping list.It's sucha sad thing that up til now,i aint got a sugar mummy or sugar daddy.I seriously need either one,better if i get both.Life would be so wonderful.

Freedom tml!
I'm getting...utterly random nowadays.
somehow,i miss my room.sigh.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

I think going for camp din really make me slim down.In fact,i think i gained weight!OMG.
Okay what to do when you're fed like 4 times a day,CLTs having chocs in their hands most of the time.Merci,Rocky road (omg super yummy),M&Ms,Snickers,Dairy milk choc,lollies(ok this isn't choc),blah blah.

Not to forget bagels,cookies,muffins,all from Coffeebean!How can i not love you Farah?!

Milk(yes i still want to grow taller in camp),coke and more coke( i din drink tt though).

Breakfast at Mac.Friggin 4plus am in the morn just now.Mahjong session was awesome,though i think i somehow slept on oren's bed in the midst of playing.
And yes i finally can REMEMBER how to play mahjong!

I think i ate so much,i'm gonna need to jog ten rounds at the park just beside my house already.I know i should be training hard (hor?eileen fu?) but the temptation of food!ARGH.

By the way,my ear stud poked through and now my earhole is frigging enlarged.YUCKY YUCK and it hurt like mad.My sis wasn't very helpful,she said i looked like an elf.WONDERFUL.

Monday, December 12, 2005

Sentosa outing yest was fun,though like what Han said,we instructors were super dua bai and we were later for nearly 3hrs.LOL.Everyone got dunked and i had ta surrender myself and got dunked as well.KNS the water damn salty and gross can.The sun wasnt hot yet all of us got burnt,and we got rid of our horrible tanlines!-beams-

~
~~


50th CLT course is the last HQ camp for me,and also for Cheeyong,my partner of Syndicate 6.This is the messiest camp ever,with half residential and half non-residential.It just deprives the cadets of more fun things at night.Hiaks.

I'll definitely miss everyone,esp all the instructors.We're the best gossipers ever,and will flock together whenever there's gossip.

Cheeyong is the best partner ever.He's not calculative,and we spent a bomb on our cadets.(FAMOUS AMOS!).He's efficient,and he handled the syndicate the first day i wasnt around.hehs.Our syndicate never fail to irritate us sometimes,and cheeyong will be the one doing the scoldings and i will be the one giving the stupid face.Other than that these kids can sing,and our syn song have brought us this far,just like what Sahibu told me.I guess we have really earned their respect,and your songs never fail to brighten up their day while marching to the range."god damn son of a bitch!"

And Minghui,though i said u laugh like someone i dun like (martin),but you're by far cuter than her and i love you to bits.Sorry for doing all the silly things to you in the middle of the night.Bwahaha but you seriously cannot feel anything at all,made Farah and i laughed like mad while writing on you and *ahem*.I'm proud to be ur 2nd!HAHAHA though it didnt gather much of a response from somebody.Knowing you for 2 weeks plus is short but it seems like we've known each other for damn long.Bravo coy rocks.

My part time girlfriend Farah took my soft toy at night and held it in the weirdest position ever.She sleep talked abit but cant fight with minghui coz minghui talks/scolds and points to the ceiling at the same time.Farah rocks and i know you like to hug me to sleep at night=X.Don't be upset over certain issues,i'm sure things will turn out just fine ok?

Yingbei is the most GARANG lady i've ever met.Though i knew her since 46th CLT course,i didnt know she was so GARANG.Can shower alone in the toilet(i'm scared the sensor will go off,VERY HUMJI),can do things by herself and slp in the bunk alone.OMG.You rock lah.

Hanabanana is super fit.Bluffed me she will run slowly then in the end i look like a dork trying to catch up.But it was awesome running w you tt night though seriously i was also very scared.HAHA.Her eyes are big and her screamings are horrendous.And you're not a member of our BB club coz urs are too big already=P

Grace is one small girl i didn't dare to speak to at first,but she's super nice,and KLK are super irritating yeah?HAHA

Fidah,you left us early the last day of camp,gonna miss you and im sad to say i still aint got ur no.!

To the guys,you all are the best,never know guys can gossip sooooo much but it just makes the camp super fun.We'll see each other soon ok!

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

I'm back home fer awhile till evening,where i'll be listening to my syndicate singing their "nv fail to make me feel like crying" song at ICEP dinner tonight.My skin is peeling like mad right now,im plucking pieces of dead skin evry now and then as i type,its darn gross but the feeling is darn shiok.Right.Horrible tan.How to wear nice clothes later when the tan is so horrible?!

And sorry folks (you know who you are), can't send u peeps off though i said i would.Have fun!

Sunday, December 04, 2005

I hate shopping-->find smth i like-->no size/no more-->=*poof* too late.

or contemplating too long till that stuff's not there when u finally decided to purchase it.

stinks.

Eileen i want my midnight movie w you!Try ur best to make our plans work ok?=)

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Panda eyes.

No one goes out on sats.Midnight movies anyone?
And i need to clear my xmas shopping.
I've yet to see Eileen Fu.=P (p.s.now evryone knows im in camp lah)

Okay nvm its sat now.Random incoherent thoughts.

Friday, December 02, 2005

The way you spin me round and round and round.

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Burnt.
And my syndicate sure can sing.goodness.

More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,

What would you say,
if I took those words away,

Then you couldn't make things new,
Just by saying I love you

Sunday, November 27, 2005

my WHORE-O-SCOPE:



if you are a typical aries, you will know no fear. you have extremely high energy levels , love your freedom and hate any sort of discipline imposed on you. you can be quick tempered and impulsive. you may well be impatient and real stupid to dye your hair blonde and have your friend dye the same color. wow!

from a random site.

Running on loop.

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear


And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

And it turns out that bud was right after all.I tried hard to dismiss,and the facts are now thrown right back into my face.

Yes i was in denial.
But i'm not just another achievement on your scoreboard.

"now i feel 200% gay."
"cold coffee makes me ungay."

tts for OD-ing on coffee.and binge-ing on rubbish junk.

Thursday, November 24, 2005

The smell of freedom.Though i'm not exactly FREED.
Camps,camps,camps.Sheesh.

Gonna cut my hair.It's in an awful state now and i have been waking up evry morn with a hair that looked as if a bomb exploded right bside me in bed.

I have never been to prom.And i'm not going for my sch's.Beat THAT.HAHAHAHHA.
I'm not partying.
I'm gonna be a refugee.

I just realised my life's very different somehow.
What a misfit.

If only
Say you do,i do.
I've got nothing to lose.

Monday, November 21, 2005

Pimp Pimp!



Fine i din clean my room.
AND NOBODY's ONLINE.

No more Olivia for now.Answer my poll!LOLS.
Meanwhile i shall go clean my room.
no fish,no fish,no fish.
no locust,no locust,no locust.
OH how i love jellyfishes.

Are you gonna let me in?

When will i have my own fairytale?

Sunday, November 20, 2005

guy:exams over already?
me:nopes
guy:how were the papers?
me:i think all bad ahs....
guy:what subject u take?3sub?

and the convo went on,and all the while,i don't even have his contact on my msn list,and i can't possibly ask "you are?" in the middle of a conversation and make myself sound damn stupid.

BUT...
The power of friendster!BWAHAHA.
And so he's some guy i know like 1 year +++ ago.RIGHT.
This is the dunno how many times im getting people talking to me after 1.5years or more of silence.Weird shite.

Friday, November 18, 2005

"How come they don't wanna let us into the hall yet?"
"Why so slow,i want the paper to start now leh."
"Why they distribute the paper so slow one!"
"Freedom!YAY!"

THANKS.I know you peeps are taking your LAST paper.
It's my LAST paper too (for chem).

owells.nap,mugg,mugg,mugg,mugg.

i have sudden craving for lollies again.But my lips still hurt like mad.A kiss to heal,anyone?
HAHS.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!


i'm not tt weird.Same as you leh Ms Fu!HAHAAH

Random convo.

But you write such pretty words; but life is no storybook says:

SO PARENTS: THE KEY TO CHANGING YOUR KIDS' SEXUALITY IS CHANGING THEIR CHINESE NAME!!

...

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Did i mention i signed a vow for abstinence?

It just means guy-girl sex = no no.

HAHAHAHAHHA.

WTH.

Monday, November 14, 2005

Someday i'll understand why i have be a social misfit.

Maybe the biology teacher back in secondary school was right.
"You have no right to be in this society."
Yes i remembered it very clearly,coz i freaking din wanna look at her straight into the eye and tts what she said to me in return.LOUDLY.Which spoiled my reputation in class,with the Physics teacher,and whoever heard her.

It's a curse.Really.

And maybe someday,i'll understand why i don't get what i want.Not at all.Not material stuff,mind you.

Someday.

Sunday, November 13, 2005

I can get stuck and never move on.


Hopelessly hopeless.

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Try piecing my Olivia together if you're bored.HURHUR.

My best friend.




Almost had a heart attack today while watching antm.Two pretty ones,down to last 2.Not a pretty sight.Yes you had us fooled, Miss Tyra.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

It has been eons since i last spoke to Ms Eileen Fu.Apparently she selectively forgot my presence on msn!I knew it!=(To think i even noticed you!*sobs*
Bre shall be yours and Jayla shall by my meanie best friend lah Eileen.;)

All this talking bout rockclimbing,marathon,gym(bulging muscles),blah blah got me thinking

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I FREAKING RAN?
HOW DID I EVEN GET GOLD FOR NAPFA?(not to haolian,but seriously...-ponders-)
WHEN WAS MY SKIN TANNNNNNNN??! --->(i sudd think it was last year in Perth,no sun there still can get super duper tann i dun get it anyway)

ALL THAT IS LEFT OF ME NOW:

flabby arms=(
fat belly=X
pimply=(
yellow progressing to white skin=(
messy unkempt hair=(
flabby fat legs=(

I think nobody wants me now.
Like anyone ever wanted me right.BOO.

Monday, November 07, 2005

Our ct's really nice and she's none other than Ms Peh oh man im really touched.Coz she sent this sms wishing good luck and tts not all.She freaking printed extra copies of our entry proof case we forget and start to panick and go bonkers and curse the entry proof coz it screw up your freaking brains.And she left it on her table,just in case.

That just reminds me how back in secondary school,if you forget your entry proof,you'll hafta head over to the general office to BEG/SCREAM/CURSE em for one.Then you'll get a copy of it done for you together with some unneccessay crap and nags.Since when the form teacher even fcking care?

Right now Ms Peh u just simply rawk=)

And Bertie u rawk too coz you offered to be my personal alarm clock for the days i have my papers.Thanks man!

Sunday, November 06, 2005

The word 'Friend'.
That's not how i think it is.

Saturday, November 05, 2005

I'm proud to announce Dap's new best friend now is *******.HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA.
And she wanna snatch Ms Pinky away from me!GO n eat ****.
All best friends sport Martin hairstyles.GROSS.

While doing maths

Me: Is that a 4?
Dap: Think is 4 exclamation mark.
Me: Its 4 factorial LAH.(aka 4!)

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Lame-Stupid-Random Survey

Basics

Name::

Lee Yue Yun

Birthplace::

Singapore

Birthdate::

26 March 1987

Current City of Residence::

SINGapore

Family Members::

Aiyoh WTH so many!Father mother sister sister brother ME

Favorites

Color::

white

Beverage::

barley?HAHA

Movie::

alot lah

Musical::

ehhh...hahaha

Board Game::

snake and ladder.HAHAH

Computer Game::

FF

Game to Roleplay::

eh?

Animal::

deugong!!!!

Sport::

im a bummer now

Book::

feslash can?

A Day In The Life..

School::

YAWNS.next

Typical Mood::

stoned

Usually Found?::

in the toilet.

Collects::

ppl's birthdays.HAHA

Have You Ever

Been kissed::

yes

Done drugs::

no

Eaten an entire box of Oreos:

yes

Eaten sushi::

yes

Been on stage::

yes

Been in a car accident::

yes

This or That

Cold or Hot::

hot

Blue or Red::

blue

Rain or Snow::

snow

Wool or Cotton::

wool

Private or Public School::

private

Chocolate or Plain Milk::

plain

Celsius or Farenheit::

celsius.why??!

Spring or Fall::

spring

Science or History::

NEITHER

Math or English::

OMG.NEITHER!

"Love Life"

Do you like somebody?::

yes

Do they know?::

dunno

Do you want them?::

them???!

Are they hot?::

ehhh

Random

Who do you e-mail the most?:

myself

Who do you IM the most?:

you

Who are you talking to now?::

the misfit cousins

Are you currently in love?::

yea

Is this survey lame?::

VERY

Isn't bzoink! nifty? =) ::

UH?

In 24 hours have you...

...Showered?::

YES

...Had a serious talk?::

NO

...Hugged someone?::

yes

...Gotten along with your parents?::

no

...Fought with a friend?::

no

...Done something kind for someone?:

YES.extremely nice

Do You Like To...

Give hugs?::

yes

Give back rubs?::

hmm...yes

Take walks in the rain?::

yes

Cook?::

lazy

Eat?::

YES.but not now

Sleep?::

YES

Who..?

..Knows you the best?::

do you?

..Have you known the longest?::

OMG.i thought of martin.but i shall take it to be dap.HAHA

..Do you know the most about?::

HUH.

..Do you consider your friend?::

y friend?its FRIENDSSSSS.

..Is most likely to end up in jail?::

ELINN KONG THE RAPIST

..Can you go to with your problems?::

hmmmmmmms.....

..Do you want to get to know better?::

you

..Do you spend the most time with?::

you

Have You...

..Been to a concert?::

yes

..Loved someone so much it made you cry?::

huh

..Cheated on a test?::

yes

..Ever stalked someone?::

OH NO.

..Done something you regret?::

yes

..Been in an online relationship?::

AH...no

Random Questions

Single or Hooked?::

single

What is your worst habit?::

eh....pulling my hair out?plucking my nails?shaking my leg?

Scariest moment?::

when my bro head bled like hell

Do you swear too much?::

yes

How do you feel about homosexuality?::

AWESOME.HAHAH

Where are you right now?::

HOME

Are you sitting by anyone?::

my invisible friend

What song are you listening to?::

Love me

What is the last thing you said?::

dun remember

What's on your mousepad?::

MOUSE?!

What are the last four digits of your phone number?::

5803

What was the last thing you ate?::

western food

If you were a crayon, what color would you be?::

white

How many buddies do you have on your list?::

ALOT.YAY

What's the weather like right now?::

cold

What do you feel like doing?::

wrecking havoc

What is your favorite quote?::

......

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You've been totally Bzoink*d

OMG i saw Wenlin's blog and the bloody thing reminded me that i saw blood today on a man.OMGOMG.

And my phone is so empty right now i just wanna throw away and not get reminded that my msgs are gone.But i can't.SIGH.

I found my best fren Ms Pinky



can't find the photo i want.but this would do just fine.
Right earhole,navel piercing,tongue piercing,weird last finger.
AWESOME.



If there is at least one person in your life, whom you consider a close friend, and whom you would not have met without the internet, post this sentence in your journal.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Mark your confessions:

[ ] I'm afraid of the quiet.

[x ] I am really ticklish.(FINE now you know.)

[ ] I'm afraid of the dark.

[ ] I'm afraid of facing my back to open
doors at night.WTH?

[ ] I am homosexual.

[x] I believe in true love.

[x] I've ran away from home.

[ ] I listen to political music.

[ ] I collect comic books.

[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.

[x] I stayed out all night.

[ ] I open up to others easily.

[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.

[x] I watch the news, some of the time.

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.

[x] I love Disney movies.

[ ] I am a sucker for green eyes.

[ ] I don't kill bugs.

[x] I curse often.

[x] I have (had) "x"s in my screen name.CHEENA PIANG I KNOW

[x] I've slipped and fell in public.

[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real
conversation.

[ ] I love Spam.

[ ] I bake well.

[ ] I have worn pajamas to class.

[ ] I have owned something from
Abercrombie.

[ ] I have a job.

[x] Talked on a phone for 5+ hours.

[ ] I love Dr. Phil

[x] I like someone.

[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.

[x] I am self-conscious.

[x] I love to laugh.

[x] I have tried alcohol.

[ ] I drink alcohol on a regular basis.

[x] I have tried a cigarette.

[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.

[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies.

[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.That's taking drug

[ ] I can't swallow pills.

[x] I have a few scars.ALOT,actually

[x] I've been out of this country.

[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the
room.WHERE??!

[x] I love chocolate.

[ ] I bite my nails.GROSS.

[ ] I am not comfortable with being me.

[x] I play computer games when I'm bored.

[ ] Gotten lost in the city. You can never get lost in SINGAPORE thankew.

[ ] Thought of suicide before.

[ ] Seen a shooting star.

[ ] Had a serious surgery.

[ ] Gone out in public in your pajamas.

[ ] Have kissed a stranger.

[ ] Hugged a stranger.

[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with
someone of the same sex.

[ ] Been in a fist fight.

[ ] Been arrested.

[x] Laughed and had some type of
beverage come out of your nose.

[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

[ ] Made out in an elevator.

[ ] Swore at your parents.

[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose.

[ ] Been skydiving.

[ ] Been bungee jumping.

[x] Gotten stitches.

[ ] Drank a whole gallon of
milk in one
hour.

[x] Bitten someone.

[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.

[x] Gotten the chicken pox.

[ ] Crashed into a car.

[ ] going to Australia.

[x] Ridden in a taxi.

[ ] Shoplifted.

[ ] Been fired.

[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't
have them back.

[x] Stole something from your job.Wenlin if you see this you'll understand.AHHA!

[ ] Gone on a blind date.

[x] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.

[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.

[ ] Been to Europe.

[ ] Slept with a co-worker.

[ ] Been married.

[ ] Gotten divorced.

[x] Saw someone/something dying.

[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.

[ ] Been to Canada.

[x] Been on a Plane.

[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.

[ ] Thrown up in a bar.

[x] Eaten sushi.

[ ] Been snowboarding.

[ ] Been skiing.

[x] Been ice skating.

[x] Cried in public

[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your
eyes closed.

[x] Liked someone even though you knew
you shouldn't have.

[x] Thought of someone almost 24/7

[ ] Hates the world

Monday, October 31, 2005

Sheesh.Just got back from endless poking and twisting session.Stupid.Felt like a voodoo doll being poked with needles.To think that i still laughed at my sis when she played with online voodoo dolls this morning. This is what i call instant retribution=(.
But hell,my shoulders still hurt,the medicine stinks,and i have to eat so many at a time!CRAZY.

Oh,saw Tay Ping Hui and Ix Shen at United Square.Not bad looking,i must say.

Wasted my time.Need ta study already.Yawns.And Huisia still ask me next time turn my head must turn less than 20 degrees.How the hell i know what's 20 degrees??!!!LOL.

Thanks Bertie,for accompanying me to the docs.Smiles.

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Had the weirdest dream ever last nite.Or morning to be exact,since i slept at around 4.30AM.The combination of people was damn weird once again.Shall write it somewhere since i remembered.But not here,told you its weird so u might think i'm a weirdo.=(
Notice how limited my vocab is?Nothing but 'weird'.sigh.

Dream aside.

OMG kids are screaming downstairs and i can friggin hear em 18storeys up.
right.

I've got Aeros once again.HEH=).But i don't feel like eating chocs.Don't feel like eating anything much these days anyway even when my stomach rumbles and churns hydrochloric round and round.Don't know wth is wrong.Owells.

If only time will stand still.There and then.

Friday, October 28, 2005

Was talking bout how sinful we were not long ago.What a coincidence,Bertie blogged bout someone's sins.Don't think u're not a sinner lah BERTIE.
Here's something from his blog.

7 Deadly Sins

Pride is excessive belief in one's own abilities, that interferes with the individual's recognition of the grace of God. It has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.

Envy is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.

Gluttony is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.

Lust is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.

Anger is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.

Greed is the desire for material wealth or gain, ignoring the realm of the spiritual. It is also called Avarice or Covetousness.

Sloth is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work.

I dare say i have committed all of em.
Now who aint a sinner?Tell me who you are and i'll prove u wrong.HAHA.




Toward the middle, you are a realist.

You drew the pig:

Facing front, you are direct, enjoy playing devil's advocate and neither fear nor avoid discussions.

With few details, you are emotional and naive, they care little for details and are a risk-taker.

With 4 legs showing, they are secure, stubborn, and stick to their ideals.

The size of the ears indicates how good a listener you are.
The bigger the better. You drew small ears, you are an OK listener

The length of the tail indicates the quality of your sex life.
And again more is better! You drew medium sized tail

Draw a pig here!

Thursday, October 27, 2005



Can't wait ta watch.Hotness.HAHA.

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.


Right.

Your Kissing Purity Score: 80% Pure

You've hardly ever been kissed

But the kisses you've given are very missed


SO SAD AH!=(
HAHAHAHHAHA.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Podcast!

Listened to Don and Drew last night on 987.Hilarious shite i tell ya.So i decided to try out iTunes once again (Coz i din think it was useful,and i ain't got an iPod and it will prolly make me jealous) and played w the podcasting feature.Damn cool!They have so many stations to chose from,and i'm downloading all Don and Drew's podcasts.Saw The OC's podcasts as well,but since i havent even got around watching season3,it will only offer me spoilers.BOO.
Did i mention i found pridenation podcasts?!HAHA so cool i wanna hear gay people and their queer topics.HURHUR.And the word explicit on each episode make my iTunes look as if i have alot of porn stuff.Check this.

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Shite podcast is kinda addictive.
OH NO.





Your Brain is 80.00% Female, 20.00% Male



Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!


Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Writing on serviettes has become my favourite way of displaying my artistic talent.*GRINS*
Shall tune back my warped biological clock now.
Yes Wenlin,no more sleeping at 5 for now.

Time with you is all i need

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Somebody! just acc me study.*pouts*.

Right.I need attention already.I hate nt talking at home!That will only give me a severe case of verbal diarrhea again soon!

somebody somebody somebody somebody!

P.s.Elinn why you stay SOOOO far away!HAHAHAH.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Something i took on Sunday but got the code only today.TSK.

Existing Situation
Non-realization of hopes and the inability to decide on necessary remedial action has resulted in considerable stress

Stress Sources
Sensitive, and susceptible to gentleness and delicacy of feeling, with a desire to blend into some sort of mystic fusion of erotic harmony. However, this desire remains unsatisfied due to the lack of a suitable partner or adverse conditions, and she keeps a strict and watchful control on her emotional relationships as she needs to know precisely where she stands. Is fastidious, esthetic, and has a cultured taste which allows her to form and express her own taste and judgment, especially in the fields of art and artistic creativity. Strives to ally with others who can assist her in her intellectual or artistic growth.

Restrained Characteristics
Circumstances are forcing her to compromise, to restrain her demands and hopes, and to forgo for the time being some of the things she wants.

Desired Objective
Seeks affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Desires an intimate union, in which there is a love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust.

Actual Problem
Needs to protect herself against her tendency to be too trusting, as she finds it is liable to be misunderstood or exploited by others. Is therefore seeking a relationship providing peaceful and understanding intimacy, and in which each knows exactly where the other stands.

Actual Problem #2
Wants to be valued and respected, and seeks this from a close and peaceful association of mutual esteem

Monday, October 17, 2005

I wish you were here by my side.

This wkend rawks my socks.Though i don't understand why everytime i'm at Jurong it will rain freaking heavily.

Nor do i understand why Bertie goes to Batam for a day and din manage to get any wife to be (OOPS).

Alamaks but Bertie u rock my socks for the weekend too.Not as much,but still do ok.Just A LITTLE.HAHA.
Coz he bought me the wristband (same but diff colour)!!!!AHHHHHH!
-jumps for joy though quite tired already-
The shirt's nice also.Really.Aiyoh i can nv forget u already.DIE larhs.YUCKs.HAHA.

Saturday, October 15, 2005

I'm capturing every single moment,every single time.

Friday, October 14, 2005

Quizzes are addictive.

1. Do you like talking on the phone? Why or why not?
I'm fine w it.I can only talk from 7pm to 7am coz my incoming calls are free.HIAKS
2. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
eh..dunno.
3. About how many telephones do you have at home?
my house phones are non-functionable.
4. Have you encountered anyone who has really bad phone manners? What happened?
I don't like when someone initiate msgs and terminate by dun reply u suddenly.
Oh and hanging up on ppl.
5. Would you rather pick up the phone and call someone or write them an e-mail or a letter? Why or why not?
Letters are sweet but slow.Phones are convenient but overseas calls are ex.WAHAHA.

HAHAHA can't get enuff of quizzes.
1. Do you wear any jewelry? What kind?
yups.earrings,bracelets,wristbands.
2. How often do you wear it?
i wld gladly wear sth on my wrist everyday but now my wrist feels naked coz i lost my F*king wristband.

3. Do you have any piercings? If so, where?
norm ear piercing plus one on right ear cartilage(issit called so?)

4. Do you have any tattoos? If so, where?
No but very soon!cant wait.

5. What are your plans for the weekend?
eh...watch antm and mug.BORED.

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

The time now is 12.39 but i decided to alter the time of this entry to graduation day.Which is yesterday.Oh,i mean today.

HEHEHEHEHE.My high-ness shall be explained.

Ceremony was boring.yawns.NEXT.
The vids were hilarious.But the sci fac teachers were...seriously cmi larhs.oops.
There are 18souls in our class and yet a few souls decided to dissappear from the face of earth today.HOW CAN?!Even I,the great ponner of the class,turned up.-shakes head-HAHA

Our subject teachers were really sweet.We are kinda lucky to have all the nice teachers.CEpt...Hmmmmm.HAHAH nvm i don't dare say coz big brother's watching and i figured out the teachers can get pretty bored and who knows ur blog will pop up in their random search page.TSK.
NVM i shall feed you guys w selected photos.The rest i look like shit so forget it=X


I think my twin sister don't like me.NVM.



13 souls alive.I was reincarnated.5souls *poofed*

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I heart BONG!!!!
This pic rawks my socks.HAHA

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This is my highlight o the day.*GRINS*
I LOVE THIS EVEN MORE!HAHAHA sry ARHs.
I took 3 pics w her!!!
Thanks Eve for chasing after her w me.HAHA otherwise i wld have looked like a stalker or smth.

-End-

Monday, October 10, 2005

In your personal relationships Arians are frank, direct and candid, and make enthusiastic and generous friends. You are liable to have a high sex drive and make passionate but fastidious lovers. There is, however, a negative side to your associations with other people. You can easily be irritated by slowness or moderation in your companions and, though yourselves sensitive, ride roughshod over the sensitivities of others. The intensity of your sexual urges can drive you to promiscuity and a Don Juan-like counting of conquests of the opposite sex. It can also trick you into early unwise marriage which may end disastrously. Arians are highly devoted to their children, even to the point of laying down their own lives, so that they might live. You will not find a more defensive and loving parent in all the zodiac.

EH not the marriage part.EWW NEVER.children nv cross my mind.ouch.

You make good athletes and climbers, doctors, explorers (of new ideas as well as uncharted territory, the latter in these days including adventuring into outer space), soldiers, sailors and airmen, and leaders, though awkward subordinates, in industry and politics.

i think doctor is out.HAHA.
was bored.

http://www.astrology-online.com/persn.htm

THIS SUCKS.
i wanna bury myself 1000000000m underground and never to surface.

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Tongue piercing is hot.Oh must see who's carrying it but still..hot.
Those with tongue studs u can invite urself and lemme kiss you.WAHAHA.
This is my current fetish.OH NO.

My strict diet regime is making me hungry.=X

Friday, October 07, 2005

So now i'm the thief in the house huh?
WHATEVER.I'm mute at home.That explains my verbal diarrhea when i'm outta the house.

seven things that scare me
1.Blood
2.Not having any friends
3.Be alone in an unknown place
4.An area filled w ah nehs
5.Losing my senses
6...........
7.........

seven things that i like the most
1.Carebear
2.Wristbands (and i lost one recently.SOB)
3.Friends i love.
4.Certain stuff that's white.I think i have a fetish for white coloured stuff.
5.my com
6.my phone.
7.Tann!

seven important things in my room
1.My bed.
2.My soft toys?
3.Blanket.Cant sleep properly without it.
4.Pillows ta hug
5.My desktop charger
6.Wardrobe
7.Hidden stash of stuff:X

seven random facts about me
1.I love people watching
2.I find tongue piercings hot.
3.I can don't like you yet entertain you and make you happy
4.I have photographic memory
5.I can't stand cold and freeze very easily.
6.I am now obsessed with changing hairstyle every now and then.Addictive.
7.I am fat.HOW?

seven things i plan to do before i die
1.Steamy hot sex in the shower.
2.Spend 3days 3nights with someone i love and do everything absolutely wonderful together.
3.Backpacking around every continent
4.Dive from the sky (since i cant do my airborne.Sigh)
5.Watch a threesome and perhaps join em and that'll be a foursome.HURHUR!
6.Speed just to feel that adrenaline rush
7.Get a super hot sexy car to speed!

seven things i can do
1.read
2.write.
3.stone and ignore everything going on around me
4.Procrastinate
5.STrip a rifle.*GRIN*
6.shoot accurately *WIDE GRIN*
7.Listen to others

seven things i can't do
1.Fly a plane.(coz i keep crashing the simulator plane in aussie.HURHURS)
2.Be a doc.I will faint first and you'll die.
3.Write perfectly with my left hand
4.See things clearly without my specs
5.roll my tongue
6.Stop staring at hot people
7.play a piano

seven things i say the most
1.Hurhur!
2.Wat the hell
3.Idiot.
4.Fuck
5.Aiyah!
6.Whey!!!
7.Siao ARhs

seven celeb crushes
1.Olivia Wilde
2.Lauren Lee Smith
3.Christina Ricci
4.Keira knightly
5.Angelina Jolie
6.Mischa Barton
7.Adam Brody
EH NOT ENOUGH!

seven physical traits i look for
1.Tann
2.Abs=)
3.Eyes(Coz i have small eyes,damn it)
4.Legs
5.AHHHH!Dunno already.
6.Blank.
7.Blank.

Even when your hope is gone
move along move along just to make it through

FUCK.I just woke up and my mum thinks i stole her money coz i'm the only one in the house.FUCK.
Maybe i did while slpwalking larhs huhs.
CRAZY.

OH shit.I just ate cake.ALOT of cake.HOW ARHS DAP?!HAHAHAHA.

Thursday, October 06, 2005

The blogger world is darn cute.One person starts a quiz,and the next moment u'll see everyone you know doing the same thing.Addictive.=)

Billy bombers date with Bertie!OH i'm writing it here case i go into denial and pretend sucha deal didn't happen.Ok and there's our clubbing (not to ah neh hotspot thankew) date.WEE!You got me out of boredom today.smiles.

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

1. what kind of first impression do you think you give people?
Super duper quiet.Super duper dao.

2. what's one thing you like to do alone?
huh i need people around me!I go toilet alone!Count?

3. are you a giver or a taker?
Both.I give alot more.

4. what have you stolen before?
I'm clean.Nothing!

5. how many drinks before you're tipsy?
Huh.Nv count.I'm a good drinker!

6. do you ever have to beg?
For people to forgive me.

7. what kind of books do you like to read?
Romance,science(YEAH RIGHT).Fe-slash!Oh tts read online.HAHA

8. do you think you're cute?
HAHA!!!someone just said i am last night.LOL

9. do you have a problem changing clothes infront of your friends?
STrip strip!haha!of coz no problem=)

10. whats the most painful experience you've ever had?
My teenagehood.Horrendous.

11. favorite communication method?
Face to face.It takes time for me to look at the person though.

12. do u care for your admirers/suitors?
Do i have any?Oh hmm i will larhs.If i know who they are.

13. what is your most prized piece of your music collection?
My autographed s.h.e album.Must thank glenn for getting it though.

14. what is the geekiest part of your music collection?
HUH?

15. what do you eat when you raid the fridge at night?
CHOCS!!!Sinful i know.

16. what is your favorite movie....
A walk to remember.

17. if you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
Aiya i don't want any!EEk.

18. what is a physical habit that gives away your insecure moments?
Playing with my thumb.Those who've noticed,good for you.

19. are you famous?
No.Misfit how can be famous?

21. describe your bed?
Tempting,attractive,sexy.HAHA

22. spontaneous or planned?
Spontaneous.This is more exciting.

23. do you know how to play poker?
YEah!

24. what do you carry with you at all times?
My cell,wallet

25. what do you miss most about being little?
Carefree-ness.Able to run and scream like nobody's business.

26. are you happy with your given name?
I still ponder over why it's so.ASk me why next time.

27. how much would it take to give up the internet for 1 year?
HUH!!!!CRAZY!!!I will DIE!!!!

28. what color is your bedroom?
Light shade of lavender.Oh no so gay.

29. have you ever been in a play?
YES!so proud of myself.HAHA.That was in primary school larhs.oops.

30. do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
I need people to believe in me too.But yeah i love myself.I'm quite un-loved.

31. do transient, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?
No...Hello...siao arhs.:X

32. do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
Tell me if i'm not.Coz i think i am.=)

33. do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend? or with your friends?
Friends.No boyfriends/girlfriends in the picture right now anyways.

34. what's one thing you wish you could do but u can't?
ALOT lehs.I wanna travel around the world backpacking.That's one for ya.

35. what is your ideal marriage location?
In the sky!!CAN?????!

36. whats one instrument you wish you could play?
I wanna play the piano.

37. something/someone you love and hate?
Have,But That's secret.

40. whats one language you want to learn?
French.

41. what do you order at a bar?
Fruit juice.HAHAHAHA!WTH.

42. have you ever pierced your body parts?
ears.Navel next!WEEE

43. do you have any tattoos?
this is up next also.Currently no.

44. whats one trait you hate in a person?
EGO!

45. do you consider yourself materialistic?
Certain stuff yes.

46. what do you cook best?
I'm lazy to cook.I can make nice spaghetti if i want to. *grins*

47. do you cry in front of your friend?
Yeah.I don't really care.And i can't really help it also.

This period of time will either make or break.
I now know too much,too much.
It's obvious that i need to exit.Curiousity just make me wanna know more and find out more.It's just too easy,i don't have to be a pro to figure certain things out.
And i know,
Things are never meant to be.
Why.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Cut my hair short,cut my hair short.Leave em long,leave em long.
Suck larhs.Short hair=butch mehs.Irritating.

Don't care.Punk!HAHA!

I should really stop swearing.OMG.

Sooo....what hairstyle to cut next week?-ponders-
This is exciting.
My hairstyle last for only a month or also and i got bored of it already.

I don't know if comfort and ease is love.
If i saw you with anyone else, I would still bleed inside.
I know i will never be happy if I lose you

If knowing too much will hurt,i rather remain oblivious to the obvious.The TRUTHS aren't exactly pleasant.Dumb homo-sapiens.

No matter what i do,i can't get what i desire.So why even BOTHER?This is sickening.And i'm feeling darn restricted right now coz everything's exposed and there's no privacy left in this fucking world.

I shall go torture myself.Oh maybe i shall go do something drastic like shave all my hair away or something.GRR.

Monday, October 03, 2005

I Heart Olivia Wilde.Total hotness.
Hungry now.shall go slp.
random blogging is boring.
-yawns-

feign.ignorance.hide.run.avoid.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

I like you.I really do.
No going around in circles,too tired to hide meaning within meanings.
Too tired.

Saturday, October 01, 2005

Mr Peter:

Thanks alot for everything.I don't know what to say but a very big THANK YOU.I promise i'll try to fix things up,though it's hard to mend what's broken.I'll try.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

I am very sad right now.I lost my wristband.-cries-I think i lost it last friday at coffeebean,and it's dumb to only realise it now.Although i thought of it a few days ago,i didn't go and search for it till now coz i want to wear it tml.
Fuck.
This sucks.=(

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Here's the game
Introduce 5 quirks or idiosyncrasies of yours on your blog, following which you are free to pick up five more people to do the same thing

Coz of two asses who picked me on their blog and 5+5=10 quirks,i need to write more weird facts.$#^&%*.


1.I love contradiction.

2.I love writing on serviettes and give em to my friends coz i think my handwriting looks best especially on coffebean serviettes *GRIN* p.s i think they love my handwriting too.

3.I hate people looking at me from head to toe.I feel like digging their eyeballs out.

4.I get disgusted by cheena-pi-ang people nowadays.

5.I tend to hug things/people beside me when i sleep,don't accuse me of molesting you if i ever did hug you coz you chose to sleep beside me =D.

6.I can't wait to move out of my house though people always think i have a perfect family.

7.I hate bras.End of story.

8.I have this scar on my head that people think i'm balding coz there's no hair there.It happened coz my sis threw sth on my head when i was young.That explains why i'm retarded.

9.My fingers are weird,and i seem to find more abnormalities on my fingers.

10.I always seem to hear the same words/phrases twice,from two very different people.

And I pick:

1.Dap (YAY u gotta do 10 coz Wen chose you also.=>)
2.HuiSia
3.ShiJia
4.ME sis.
5.Bertie (eh u dont have blog but i dont care u better do and post somewhere hehe)

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Fucking complicated world with fucking neverending new tragedies.

The knife was held against my skin.Instant death i felt,the clean swipe of the swift blade.This is how i died today.Clean.Instant.No torture.

did anyone even notice?

Monday, September 26, 2005

I skipped the movie part coz i think most of it will be left unchecked.

I have :
(x) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar-Cheap Thrill
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
() been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back (it always happen)
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
() seen someone die
() had a crush on one of my livejournal friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) thrown up in a bar/club
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(x) met someone in person from the internet
( ) been moshing at a concert
() been in an abusive relationship
( ) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel
( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
( ) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves (so ncc kinda stuff.ew)
() gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
(x) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
() been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
() petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
( ) ran a red light
( ) been suspended from school
() been in a car accident
() had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) hated the way i look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried myself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins (which irritated most of the cashiers)
(x) done something i told myrself i wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls when i was younger
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose
( ) caught a snowflake on my tongue
( ) danced in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under the mistletoe (I wish)
() watched the sun rise with someone i care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerblading
(x) had a wish come true-
( ) humped a monkey
() worn pearls
(x) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in public
() ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger i loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
() have a little black dress
() had a dream that you married someone
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sex's clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 4 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies (most are hilarious)
(x) believe in ghosts (better believe than not)
( ) have more than 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say (i wear an ugly outfit to sch everyday)
( ) played ding-dong
( ) played chicken
(x) pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on
() been told you're beautiful by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
(x) caught a fish then ate it (after it's cooked of coz)
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
( ) flashed someone
() had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) had a Britney Spears CD (darn LOSER i know)
(x) forgotten someone's name?
( ) slept naked (i wish)
( ) French braided someone's hair (i dunno how to)
( ) grown a beard

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Uber boring.Tried reading a few pages of a supposedly uber nice book,but end up sleeping after a few pages.

I suddenly rem my house got sleeping gas.

So i dig out my FF =) and since my parents weren't around(YAY),i played for the whole afternoon till my eye darn pain.

BORING.

But i don't want tml to come larhs.

SOMEONE PLS SET FIRE TO THE MARKED PAPERS PLEASE.

I sometimes wonder,am i experiencing nothing but sweet miseries.
You're good.Just when i try to not think.
Making me go fucking nuts for 5secs.

Romance is like fireworks,an explosion of dreams and desires,lighting up the sky.While it lasts,the sky is of a different colour.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

I really need my blanket tonight=(

Like they say,'once bitten twice shy'.But i really nv learn my lesson.Never.
Where have i fallen this time round?The pit seem darker and deeper,and one day i might find myself not being able to climb back up anymore.One step up,and i fell again.Futile attempt.
I deserve to be stabbed a thousand times,bleed to death,let everything be drained and fill the pit up,dry and maybe,i might get stuck withing the coagulated mess,no longer falling.There's so much i can do,yet nothing i can do at all.Yeah contradiction.I love.

The night is cold.Even more so.

I always dislike ppl making assumptions out of everything, i bloody hate myself right now coz i'm doing the very thing tt make me go mad.
Yeah one moment i'm going 'I think it's like that' and my other positive side going 'No larhs don't assume'
Crapshit why am i sucha loser huhs.

nononononononono

im nt gonna assume alrites i'm not i'm not i'm not.

Alrites i'm gonna chant this ten thousand times tonite.



-gross stuff o the day-

WEnlin (to Elinn):"you say somemore i'm gonna pee on you"

Wat the?
I tell u Elinn,if tt was Carmen,you won't mind.You get it soon when u watch ur shows.=)

Friday, September 23, 2005

The world is so small right now,making one even more caustrophobic.Entering the external web,escaping from the harsh familiarity.New found solace,but the sadness never fade.It's masked,hidden,providing temporary comfort.Now torned between both,neither is preferred.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Pimp your desktop!

My cute redhead.She's gonna make me smile everyday from today!=P

I'm friggin pissed w msn right now coz 5min has passed and i can't sign it.Damn u msn.

I find myself insane for blogging so happily this morn,and went sch 'happily' also for last paper of the century.While waiting outside tt friggin hall,i saw Martin float past the corridor,and she cut her hair.Short.

WTBitch!

Copycat larhs asshole.

Tt was the first ultimate spoiler for my happy mood.
Nvm.
NEXT.

I can't enter the hall w/o a tie,another bitch screamed and those w/o the tie scram out like mad dogs hunting for ties.(Yeah including me but i just sauntered out like whoever cares)I seriously hope someone chokes and suffocates in the exam hall and ties shall be barred.FOREVER.
Bongster is super sweet.I heart Bongster.He lent us ties.Hope i don't do badly for econs otherwise bongster will chop me up and sit on me and i will die.

Stupid bio teachers.I wanted to enter back and he was asking "You take bio?"
Yah i take larh idiot.You think i enter wrong venue right.STupid.

Right.

The EXCITING part of the day is shopping!!!OMG i'm so fucking broke already.I want a sugar mummy/daddy.
Shopping w Wenlin,i had this effing bad feeling i will spot Martin again.
Yeah guess wad,i did see her AGAIN.
Bitch ass moron.I always see her when i'm out w Wenlin.And spoil my day first before i can have fun.
Wenlin u have secret affair w her issit???!grrrrrr.

Oh yeah LOSER of the day

LOSER (to his loser fren):"You know my hair is cut like bung's hair?Do you know what's a bung?"
(Stares at me as i was about to leave.)
LOSER:"^%#$$&$##@&amp;# Butch $^#@&@&*%" (I wasnt really listening)

FUCK u loser guy.You're gender confused i bet u're a transsexual in disguise.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Morning Morning Morning!!!!

It's Wednesday.
The dreaded paper.

But i just woke up w a smile of my face.Coz it's gonna be over!!!
Who cares what the grades are.May the tutors have a good time marking the scripts and puke at the sight of the rubbish i wrote.

I've decided to go sch looking like crap.Forget bout the hair.
GOING SCH FOR FRIGGIN 1HR 15MIN only who da hell will SEEEEE???!!!!!
The school's really crazy,i must say.

All the bummers are still slping.-yawns-
Yay!!!!!!!!!!!
Gotta bathe now.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

My brother was watching Barney just now and my mum was so pissed.

Mum: "Don't watch tv already!So old already still watch Barney.You don't have homework issit?."
Bro: "ok larhs.No homework all finish already"(Yah as if.*roll eyes*)

He switched the tv off and went to play w the hamster.5secs later he switched the damn tv on.
Still Barney.

I so wanna tell him Barney is gay.laughs.

Alrights.I was sleeping just now and 1 hr plus later chocolates floated around my brain.Wah Lao super yummy can!
And i suddenly remember sth but i dunno the name.It's so pissifying so i went woke up and went online ta check.And i came across this webby.So i showed wenlin and i found out a deep dark secret.

WenLin like erotic chocolates!!!!!!Wahahaha.

HEEHEE.
I'm excited bout my trip out tml.I'm suaku like WTH.I want to connect to the outside world,and NOT thru the windows.haha.
I will be so damn pissed if i can't find all the things i want.*prays*

This is the way i show you mine.

Monday, September 19, 2005

I think i'm getting obsessed already.It's been a year or more since i did this.My papers were clean for a year.
And nothing happened tt time.
So nothing will happen this time.
Stupid me.I should stop it.

Oh my dog has become the centre of attraction already.Thanks to 'hall 13' coz i saw she gt one so i got one also.Aiyah 13 again so stupid.

Why i keep saying stupid?
eeeeyea.Whatever.

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Just random browsed through Fridae and saw someone with the name 'number13'.WTpokes. eeyea.
Yah I'm sensitive to this number already as you can see.
Okay don't wanna dwell into this now.

I'm supposed to be studying,budden don't feel like doin so right now.

Oh I random blog hopped,and saw some pictures of my juniors my.To think they were once nasty,irritating,fat asses.Oops.Pardon me. Okay okay nasty kids.
Now they look mature and yeah,no longer fat I THINK.I won't know whether the photos has been photoshopped anot what!Coz I found out how to edit figures recently and ended up editing dap's eyes and someone's nose.Hurhurs.
Yeah so much have changed. Missed those days where you keep meeting ppl from different schools.Right now I'm stuck in this pathetic jc.

Speaking of jc,I just saw the interschool competitions results on The Straits Times.Yes and there was not a single sport that has **jc in the top 4 position.How pathetic.-shakes head-

I'm tired still.-yawns-But ppl will most probably slap me coz this whole week I slept mostly at unearthly hours.Unearthly hours to me mean before 12mn.Yeah like 10.30pm,11pm,11.30pm....yah slap me.

My blog entry is getting darn long alr.My brain is dying to spill larhs coz I nv talk to many ppl in sch cept for the usual ppl larhs.Don't feel like talking to anyone else in school.

My sis is gonna check out the price of my lanyard.Hiaks.She owe me money still larhs that ungrateful woman.So actually I'm kinda rich still.

I want my Cartel and shopping trip on Wed!!!~

1 week has just passed and i'm back here already.I can seriously suffer from withdrawal symptoms i must say.Right now my left hand hurts i also dunno why if it was the right hand i can smugly say i wrote too much during Econs paper.Tsk.Yah right.I have 3 more days of torture.

I just adopted a virtual pet dog!I din know what to name it larhs and number 13 floated pass my head like some divine number.So 13 the dog shall be called.And no,i dont think of my no.13 as a dog OKAY.-faints-

13 has become my number.Don't snatch.Shoo.
I want go serangoon gardens larhs.........
I want buy my lanyard larhs......
I need $$ larhsss.....
yarh i'm broke.

My aunty in Taiwan spoke to me over the webcam and mic just now.She can't communicate with my mum like nicely one coz they have very different frequency.I can't too.But i don't hate my mum like how my aunty don't hate my mum too larhs.
I don't want go Penang larhs.Fucking waste my time i want find job in dec one.Don't wanna waste my time lying there staring at the well and try to fall into it to see whether i'll drown.Watch the ducks and chickens flying here and there,or sitting in front of the lousy tv and watch shows in malay language when i don't fucking understand it larhs.I cant travel far coz need someone to drive you ard and i cant drive.Maybe i can ride the bike ard the area.That is if i don't get caught.But still!!!!Pathetic.Wait till i can drive.-ponders-No hot ppl to check out also.Yah no HOT ppl to see =torture can!!!Don't try to persuade me.
Though i love my grandma.Aiyah i shall ask grandma come over better.HIAKS.
Grr.

I want to spend my holidays as how i plan it,cause for the past 4 years its ridiculous to think of holidays when all the time is spent in camps and more camps.
But i want to have my last camp in dec.TSK.
Okay but i have a super long hols after that wad.
Oh shite i want to be a camp instructor.So camp will nv end.TSKKKK!-reconsiders-
Whatever.My butt hurt right now.I have lousy butt.=(

Sunday, September 11, 2005

I'm gonna be on a two week hiatus.

Damn it,i can't believe my late nights have to be stopped.I miss.
Oh wells.Till then.

Saturday, September 10, 2005

DENGUE epidemic!
May all the nerds get bitten and land up in hospitals and the school will then cancel the fucking prelims.
Everybody's saying how screwed they are.Mostly rubbish,i must say.


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Yes yes i really did cut my hair.No,i did that 1 week ago.And i still havent pay for my haircut coz i never get to see wenlin this whole week.I pray that the hairdresser won't hold Wenlin's mum as a hostage to get back her money.hurhurs.


I feel fat.My face is getting fat.WTH.
i wanna tann drink play climb.

Friday, September 09, 2005

I don't like staying at home coz i will only have one meal per day and it sucks big time.It's good for crash dieting so if anybody wanna go on a crash diet,welcome,my house is just perfect.I hate being accused when i did was to coop myself up in the room whole day and i did absolutely nothing yet the facts get distorted and it hurts me alot.
I'm sick of your acting.Really.
Torture me while you can.

Anyways Wenlin sent me this sms:

"I'm beginning to think i forgot how the outside world look like.My only connection with the outside world are the windows in my house."

Hmms.It makes us sound pathetic.-sighs-.

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

http://parkourfiles.com/dl/edpk/spiderman.wmv
-laughs-

OH MY.
i just realised.
my hall 13,yes 13 again,another 13,was working at comex that day!
if only i knew earlier.hmmph.

oh wells.
i officially have 2 eyecandies.=)

i wasnt kidding.
you avoided.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

I saw No.13 today!
yes.so wanna smack myself for not knowing she's right behind me for tt friggin 1/2 an hr or more.damn it -smacks-
am now on high-ness.

Monday, September 05, 2005

No.13 has officially got me more keen to swim.
i wanna swim.
next time.very soon.shut up. dun laugh.

my head is lighter.my ear feels funny.
oh wells.
nites.
hurhurs.

Saturday, September 03, 2005

Jurong point is filled with so many ah nehs.
Even the library has hardworking ah nehs.
The MRT station has many gay ah nehs who were obviously,gaying around.

EWWW.

And too many china ppl.double eww.

Other than that,i suppose the people there are normal.-laughs-

I still can't shake off the ah neh neh gay scene.

Alrights,woke up not long ago,and dap's blog cracked me up.I think your counter will shoot up already by now.=)And no,TIME will most probably sue Wenlin for appearing on the cover.hurhurs.

Oreo cookies are addictive.this is random.

I dont wanna let my heart fall into pieces.Am trying hard.Very hard.Similarities repel.

March
Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things. Moody.

Got it from my archives.My old entries are so dumb.Really.And i realised so many things have changed.People especially.I have so different group of people around me right now,and i guess things didnt work out the way i think it will be.
Oh wells.I dont really care.Coz right now,i'm good with the current situation i'm in.

Farking bored like nobody's business.Yeah,the problem with my house is that it's filled with sleeping gas or something like that.You'll roam around aimless,grabbing food from the fridge,sit down,stand up,or get stuck on the chair situated right in front of the com.That's why,my blog changed.Photoshop still rawks.

And i slept at 5 last nite due to some farking pain which threatened to rip off my whole stomach.It sucks.

Right now,i'm having second thoughts bout doing something disastrous to my hair.I'm such a chicken.I think a whole new set of ppl won't recognise me again.O wells.It happens everytime.
Another day to consider.Hmmms!Oh my.

I can't,seem to enter your world can i?
Like how i can't seem to enter everybody else's
I might as well leave
And repeat these sick cycles once again

Friday, September 02, 2005

Thomson Plaza is pathetic.No cafe.NONE.gone.BOO.
BK is so cheapo,i dont think they on the air cons.If that girl had stayed longer for me to look at,i would be willing to continue sitting there.Cool tan.Just like no.13=)She made me change my mind on the tattoo im gonna get.Hurhurs.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY ,WEN LIN.
wahaha.so gay.


Can't wait for my haircut and our piercings!
-dances about-

Thursday, September 01, 2005

When things become too comfortable,you desire something exciting.Something that will trigger off that adrenaline,the sugar rush,the effing high lvl of intensity.
Too comfortable.

Woke up friggin early today to catch my long awaited BIG BREAKFAST!Ended up being so stoned,tired and more stoning and yawning was done in the library.OMG i have never felt this tired before.So unproductive.It did'nt help that there's this China woman who had this cell phone ringtone that was so friggin cool,and it kept ringing coz so many farking people were dying to call her and lick her boobs boots or something.WT*

China bitch's woman's cell phone:'Ding...Dong'
China bitch woman talking super loudly
Me:She think she taking the lift issit
Bertie:See the other girl left already coz she talk so loud.
Me:I think that girl have phobia of lifts that's why she left.
Bertie:...
And Deb was laughing.HAHS

Oh wells it happens when i stone too much and nothing logical comes out.

When i said i need brain expansion,today's incident just makes me feel i really need to do something bout my brain cells that got killed by some farking rubbish or the dumb radiations in the air.
Right now,my memory's still failing.
Or is it not??

BOO.


Wednesday, August 31, 2005

I wish i know you better.
I wish things had happened earlier.
Now i'm just too sure.

Definitely.
Beyond grasp.

Serangoon garden study session.It's not so damn cold there afterall.I survived!
Saw Weishan and Marie.
Gosh.It has been 580 thousand yrs~~~
Coolness.

Coffee+cheesecake=)

I intended to write bout something but when i came online,i'm too flooded with people talking to me at one shot and got distracted by the 'bananas in pyjamas' email flyer that i forgot.

My brainspace needs expansion.

Monday, August 29, 2005

When things start to get to0 perfect.Everyone wants out.I want out.But it's not because things are getting perfect.You are trying too hard to make things work out the way you want it to,thinking it will be the best.Do you even know that i don't really seem to participate in all your effort in trying to make us close knitted?I don't even feel the closeness to any relatives i know.
Perfection is just an unattainable goal.So why try so hard to seek perfection?

Right now i don't need you to know what's going on with my life.Coz seriously i doubt my words will get through your head as intended.

Sunday, August 28, 2005

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Bertie is so vulgar.
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But its because i irritated him with weird vocabs once again.Hurhur!
He got bored,so he showed me his normal fingers.
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Which i don't have.The one above is mine.Hmm why is there an NTUC plastic bag behind?Weird.

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Bertie is so smug.I know his finger is normal.Nuff said.
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Coz here's mine. Check out the weird last finger again.

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Alrites.Nothing romantic bout this.-pukes-Bertie has big and wonderfully normal fingers.Which he is proud about.

And Bertie is so proud of his chinese,he offered to teach me how to write.And so we conversed in chinese.Don't fall off the chair as you go on....


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Goodness he made such a funny mistake.Leaf and coconut different k!
The black ink is written by me,the blue ink by Bertie.-laughs-
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OMG here comes another one.
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And he never learns his mistake.Goodness gracious just kill me.Hurhurs.
So i give up writing in chi to him alr coz he will write rubbish. And there were more mistakes,but i'm kind enuff not to disgrace him totally.Coz he treated me to maple biscuits.Which is the 'ye zi' i was trying to imply and he took it as coconut.WTH.

Somehow,the trust is no longer there.
You made me sound like a big fat liar.But hey,im running the week as per normal,just tt i'm eating air.Get it?

I feel hurt.By your words.Everytime.The less time i see you,the less pain i get.But you seem to find new ways to torture me.
Why can't i get a share of love?
I kept quiet.

And fark,i don't wanna cry anymore.

Friday, August 26, 2005

My brain is totally busted.
I have this set of weird vocabs running around happily in my brain.Yucks.
I think Bert shudders everytime i throw the vocabs to him.Hee eh ya his new name is Bertie.-runs-

Bertie bought me a whole big packet of lollipops today!So sweet of him.Eeeyea,can't believe i just typed that.I'm so tempted to eat em all,but i shall limit myself to a few per day.Otherwise i will get diabetes.Oh my.Touchwood.


I'm deceiving myself when i say i don't.

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Third post for today,super incoherent stuff.
But

Perfect Ten is giving away tickets to The Perfect Catch!
And it's 4 tickets!
My goodness.
I want!
If i win it,i shall offer 2 to Wenlin.I'm so nice.=)

Loneliness Quotient: 51%

Your Personalized Assessment Report:

A score of 51 is certainly not the best, underscoring a definite need for improvement. Your loneliness appears to be rather high, and this ought to be addressed. One spot of weakness is your friend situation. Difficulties in this area are having an impact on your loneliness, and this is something that needs improvement. Luckily in your case, your family situation is not causing you any troubles. A positive family situation is definitely helpful. Your romantic life, however, needs work. There is a lot of room for improvement there, and you really need to search for that girl of your dreams. Thankfully you do not have a problem with shyness, so pursuing romantic leads and finding friends will not be as difficult as it might have been. You definitely don't have any major insecurity issues holding you back, so your pursuit of elimating loneliness will not be held back by this potential pitfall.

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