Thursday, June 30, 2005

I cannot help but to put Carmen and Shane kissing mood icon.So HOT.hotness.It just reminded me to go watch A Lot Like Love.I wanna see Carmen.*drools.

I've got my Green tee.That green tee.

Now i need huggs.

Such desperation.Such horny-ness.

What are you thinking?
Hiaks.

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

The moment i heard Black Eyed Peas's Union,i was amused by the chorus."One for all,all for one....blah blah"...OMG i was laughing in front of the screen larhs.It just reminds me of the past in my ever-so-active CCA days.

Senior:"You! Knock it down!"

Cadet A:"One for all,all for one lehs"

Platoon mates:"ok ok"(all trying to sound very enthu)

*claps*(everyone in pumping position already)

-laughs.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

The cough syrup is a killer.It's worse than alcohol i tell you.10ml is all it takes to knock you out.
And i slept.Heard that maths was a killer.Heck,i'm already killed.
Still in this dizzy state of mind.How to get things into my brain like tt?

I swear my stomach's getting smaller.Couldn't even finish a bowl of porridge.PORRIDGE.Gosh its just a liquified semi-solid thingy yet i can't finish.I swear my school skirt's like looser already.
And tt doctor was such a freaking bitch.Fark,she scolded me and molested me can.Think i dunno.Freako shit.It's just tt i wan the MC only.Otherwise i won't try my luck and bumped into you.The other doctor's way better.Now you're officially condemned by my entire family.BOO.

I can't wait for weekend.
Whoosh.
Here's me plan:

Fri:Morn go cut hair
Sat:Nagging my sis to lemme into her friend's condo and tannnnnn.Check out my new reversi set.aka my hand and legs.
Sun:Group date!
Mon:ooops empty
Tue:hais,another empty slot

Why do ppl not return my msgs???arhs i'm tired of waiting.Maybe it's my retribution.

Monday, June 27, 2005

My head was spinning this morn.
Something just ran along my inner throat with evil claws during bio paper.
I'm glad i met ya today.'hugs.I look damn guai i know.I'm a nerd in school.-_-"
I'm maintaining my illness.Gosh i'm gettin naughtier.

ain't the stuff random.Wahahas.
Sickening hypocrites.

Sunday, June 26, 2005

I will have a staring session with the papers tml.
Gosh.
That's one lucky paper to be lookin at me.
Wahaha.

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Please let this week to pass by quickly cause i can't see what's ahead.
I'm excited for things beyond this week.
My sickness will be healed.
Because...:X
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Friday, June 24, 2005

I'm falling sick.What a good timing.I just failed a paper,more coming up.I can't be bothered by the grades,but more bothered by the aftermath.(think of the teachers chasing you and haunting you for the rest of your life...arghs bongster will sit on me,buttless chicken will scream at me with tt eeeww voice coz he has no butt ta sit on me.And i will feel more guilty towards wanhar...puspa will stare at me for the rest of the year.....ARGHS)











-Miracles happen.And next comes fate-

Thursday, June 23, 2005

It was








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really it was.
It happened twice.
I'm high.

Monday, June 20, 2005

DAILY ARIES HOROSCOPE


You can talk all you want, dear Aries, but it won't do you any good if no one is listening. There is a good chance that what you say will go to go in one ear and out the other. Be aware that even if you say something to someone that you think is perfectly clear, there is a good chance that he or she will not understand your message the way you intended it. If there is a piece of information that is extremely important, you are better off putting it in writing.
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Aiyohs that means no one's really listening to me!I'm better of with pen and paper.So saddening.
Off to camp tonight.Which means my studies is thrown into the drain already.

Sunday, June 19, 2005

I realised Keni has been reading my blog conscienciously...arhghs how's it spelled.And she doesn't wan butterfries.Outright rejection of my token of appreciation.

I decided to go downstairs ta buy food.The sun almost killed me.I think i'm like a mole living underground who's blinded by Mr.Sun.
And i so hate eating alone.

ARGGGGGHSSSS!!!!
ok tt's to feel my own presence.

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Okay here goes the 2 nicest pics on my phone.Me wallet and an tsk,a 100plus can.No my wallet ain't black.Its white.But its turning black.Ohhh whatever.M1 has this 5cts per MMS thingy so i might as well make use of the cheapo deals.oops did i say cheapo??Nahs they are really nice people offering poor people like me some discounts;)

Its 5.23AM and i haven't catch my sleep yet.I'm scaredy cat.Nahs i just need someone to tuck me to bed can.

Nites.Oh.Morn.

Saturday, June 18, 2005

I've bought my hand moisturiser!!Investments on my poor hand.Worth it.
I dread the night.I think perhaps i have the lizards for company.I saw one in the bathroom.But anyways it's dead already.Not my fault it just drowned.And no,it didn't drown in the toilet bowl.It's not stupid.

Everyone's MUGGING.I need a MUGGING partner.But not everyone is of my ideal choice coz ultimately,i'm darn particular about who to choose.But the hardest part is who i want may not study w me.Makes my options harder.

I think i need a delivery service to send food over here.I'm hungry.
Or better,i think i need to hire a temporary servant.

Friday, June 17, 2005

Another set of rants.Seems like i have nothing happy to talk about.

1.I still have my weekends empty.E.M.P.T.Y.I think i haven't got much friends.

2.I love talking to my online peeps but i would have to like log in at night to talk to them with my irritating siblings around.

3.I'm 18 yet my Dad keep asking me for consent forms.What the heck is that?I'm 18 and i prolly don't even need consent forms for blood donation already.

4.My Mum thinks i would set the house on fire when they're not around.Or welcome the ants in and roam about the rubbish.I think i would be too lazy to go buy food much less even touch the gas stove so just be prepared to see a huge piece of junk lying on the ground with crawling ants.

5.I'm still getting irritated.

Still.I'm sad too.

Thursday, June 16, 2005

I find myself constantly adding entries,but this is my only outlet to rant.

1.My foot is an eyesore.Feet actually,coz there's two.There's like 3 blisters,two on my right foot and the other on my left.They look like bubbles.Like some malignant lump growing out of my toes.

2.I'm not studying still,and am extremely excited bout playing with photoshop.C'mon u can send me some photos and let me do something 'nice' to it.

3.My hand is like so old.Like 18yrs times 2.I need ta take care of it from now on.I'm gonna shop for hand moisturisers.

4.I think i went through another phase of famine.Since yesterday morning.But i'm not asking for any sympathy.

5.My house would be empty for 4 days,but 2 of it i would be away at camp.Someone please come over.Its a rare thing that my parents decided to allow me to be home alone.

6.I seriously need an ipod.My sis stole my discman.I need my preferred music to study.Radio songs are too repetitive to stick to em.I can even recite their ads on air.I want nothing but ipod coz i want big BIG storage.

7.I beginning to keep myself happier with mundane things i amuse myself with.It's saddening but at least it keeps me happy for the moment.

Counter:7rants

I'm on my way to recovery.I just need to empty out my bottle.

Presenting...



The Teletubbies Personality Test!







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YOU LIKE BARNEY AND FRIENDS!







CONGRATULATIONS! YOU ARE THE GAYEST OF THEM ALL! ^_^



this is from keni.it made my day abit better.sorry i stole it but i'll give u butterfRies as a token of appreciation.I will go and catch them for ya.

I'm softhearted.I really am.These past weeks,months or whatever i've been tolerating people's nonsense.And sometimes it hurts me badly inside.I feel like a voodoo doll being stabbed,bleed and thrown.I'm angry,but there's nowhere to vent my anger.I would always say i'm fine,but sometimes its not very much so.It hurts when people can go on bout themselves and not caring once for you.Or me for that matter.I feel like i'm being used and every single part of me is taken for granted.I know this is contradicting to the happy moment i had at DXO but that was shortlived happiness.
I need a hug,a kiss,basically tender loving care.I need to feel loved and wanted but not USED.I'm so not getting love.Everything here now is bout me.Me,mE,MEee.I don't care what people think i'm writing here cause this is my blog.

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

The night at Lucie Silvas performance was awesome.Insanely so.DXO complex is classy,upbeat,and wohoh the seats are comfy!For lazy bummers like me with aching butts,it sure soothes the aches ..arhs...hahas.Oh the DJ area on 2nd level is so...cool!
I'm glad we explored the place.Cause while exploring,Ms Lucie came out of her VIP room and walked past us!Oh,and of course we didnt forget to grab the chance and take a photo.OH man i think we were lucky to catch her.I mean,the crowd like dispersed immediately after the gig.All the old aunties(erhem...maybe lets just say they don't get what's happening but won the pass and didnt wanna waste it)left the moment the host said "Thank you very much".kaboom!They're gone.So wasted.Why let them win man.
Great night.

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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

My com's finally okay!Hey people,i'm gonna be online like more frequently already!
YaYs
There goes my studies.With the com everything can be thrown behind.But i'm so gonna fail this mid-yr exam anyways.Bleahs.

Friday, June 10, 2005

I've won tickets to an evening with Lucie Silvas!AWESOME!I was doing my ecn and listening to perfect ten,and decided to play their sms contest.And suddenly i've got this private call and its DJ Justin Ang!Oh he crap alot with me,and i was nervous i think i didnt even speak properly on air...but well..hee i've got her album too.I always win something during the study period.Cause that's the only time i would tune in to perfect ten like 24/7.YaYs!

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Spaces
Its funny how i've never felt free
I'm squashed
Blood choked
Obstructed

Roadblocks
Turning back
I've never existed
I'm no longer bounded
I'm free

Monday, June 06, 2005

I regretted walkin into your life
To only find that i'm not getting what i desire
I hate things to have turned out this way

But no
I will never find myself running towards you
Yearn for acceptance
There's this strong force of mutual cling
I've yet or ever never find myself break

Yet there's this particular someone
Who broke this 'cuff
Now i wished
That cling to never have broken

But still i'm glad
Staying away
Far away
I've misjudged.

She never looked so fine.
I gave her my token.

Stars scattered around the dark sky last night.They weren't the best ever,but they shone ever so brightly.the air was cool,gentle.If there was someone.
If there was.

I don't mind going hungry.Cause she's there to fill me up:p
Lemme see you again.