Thursday, September 29, 2005

I am very sad right now.I lost my wristband.-cries-I think i lost it last friday at coffeebean,and it's dumb to only realise it now.Although i thought of it a few days ago,i didn't go and search for it till now coz i want to wear it tml.
This sucks.=(

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Here's the game
Introduce 5 quirks or idiosyncrasies of yours on your blog, following which you are free to pick up five more people to do the same thing

Coz of two asses who picked me on their blog and 5+5=10 quirks,i need to write more weird facts.$#^&%*.

1.I love contradiction.

2.I love writing on serviettes and give em to my friends coz i think my handwriting looks best especially on coffebean serviettes *GRIN* p.s i think they love my handwriting too.

3.I hate people looking at me from head to toe.I feel like digging their eyeballs out.

4.I get disgusted by cheena-pi-ang people nowadays.

5.I tend to hug things/people beside me when i sleep,don't accuse me of molesting you if i ever did hug you coz you chose to sleep beside me =D.

6.I can't wait to move out of my house though people always think i have a perfect family.

7.I hate bras.End of story.

8.I have this scar on my head that people think i'm balding coz there's no hair there.It happened coz my sis threw sth on my head when i was young.That explains why i'm retarded.

9.My fingers are weird,and i seem to find more abnormalities on my fingers.

10.I always seem to hear the same words/phrases twice,from two very different people.

And I pick:

1.Dap (YAY u gotta do 10 coz Wen chose you also.=>)
4.ME sis.
5.Bertie (eh u dont have blog but i dont care u better do and post somewhere hehe)

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Fucking complicated world with fucking neverending new tragedies.

The knife was held against my skin.Instant death i felt,the clean swipe of the swift blade.This is how i died today.Clean.Instant.No torture.

did anyone even notice?

Monday, September 26, 2005

I skipped the movie part coz i think most of it will be left unchecked.

I have :
(x) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar-Cheap Thrill
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
() been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back (it always happen)
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
( ) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
() seen someone die
() had a crush on one of my livejournal friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) thrown up in a bar/club
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(x) met someone in person from the internet
( ) been moshing at a concert
() been in an abusive relationship
( ) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel
( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
( ) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves (so ncc kinda stuff.ew)
() gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
(x) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
() been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
() petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
( ) ran a red light
( ) been suspended from school
() been in a car accident
() had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) hated the way i look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried myself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins (which irritated most of the cashiers)
(x) done something i told myrself i wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls when i was younger
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose
( ) caught a snowflake on my tongue
( ) danced in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under the mistletoe (I wish)
() watched the sun rise with someone i care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerblading
(x) had a wish come true-
( ) humped a monkey
() worn pearls
(x) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in public
() ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger i loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
() have a little black dress
() had a dream that you married someone
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sex's clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 4 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies (most are hilarious)
(x) believe in ghosts (better believe than not)
( ) have more than 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say (i wear an ugly outfit to sch everyday)
( ) played ding-dong
( ) played chicken
(x) pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on
() been told you're beautiful by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
(x) caught a fish then ate it (after it's cooked of coz)
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
( ) flashed someone
() had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) had a Britney Spears CD (darn LOSER i know)
(x) forgotten someone's name?
( ) slept naked (i wish)
( ) French braided someone's hair (i dunno how to)
( ) grown a beard

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Uber boring.Tried reading a few pages of a supposedly uber nice book,but end up sleeping after a few pages.

I suddenly rem my house got sleeping gas.

So i dig out my FF =) and since my parents weren't around(YAY),i played for the whole afternoon till my eye darn pain.


But i don't want tml to come larhs.


I sometimes wonder,am i experiencing nothing but sweet miseries.
You're good.Just when i try to not think.
Making me go fucking nuts for 5secs.

Romance is like fireworks,an explosion of dreams and desires,lighting up the sky.While it lasts,the sky is of a different colour.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

I really need my blanket tonight=(

Like they say,'once bitten twice shy'.But i really nv learn my lesson.Never.
Where have i fallen this time round?The pit seem darker and deeper,and one day i might find myself not being able to climb back up anymore.One step up,and i fell again.Futile attempt.
I deserve to be stabbed a thousand times,bleed to death,let everything be drained and fill the pit up,dry and maybe,i might get stuck withing the coagulated mess,no longer falling.There's so much i can do,yet nothing i can do at all.Yeah contradiction.I love.

The night is cold.Even more so.

I always dislike ppl making assumptions out of everything, i bloody hate myself right now coz i'm doing the very thing tt make me go mad.
Yeah one moment i'm going 'I think it's like that' and my other positive side going 'No larhs don't assume'
Crapshit why am i sucha loser huhs.


im nt gonna assume alrites i'm not i'm not i'm not.

Alrites i'm gonna chant this ten thousand times tonite.

-gross stuff o the day-

WEnlin (to Elinn):"you say somemore i'm gonna pee on you"

Wat the?
I tell u Elinn,if tt was Carmen,you won't mind.You get it soon when u watch ur shows.=)

Friday, September 23, 2005

The world is so small right now,making one even more caustrophobic.Entering the external web,escaping from the harsh familiarity.New found solace,but the sadness never fade.It's masked,hidden,providing temporary comfort.Now torned between both,neither is preferred.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Pimp your desktop!

My cute redhead.She's gonna make me smile everyday from today!=P

I'm friggin pissed w msn right now coz 5min has passed and i can't sign it.Damn u msn.

I find myself insane for blogging so happily this morn,and went sch 'happily' also for last paper of the century.While waiting outside tt friggin hall,i saw Martin float past the corridor,and she cut her hair.Short.


Copycat larhs asshole.

Tt was the first ultimate spoiler for my happy mood.

I can't enter the hall w/o a tie,another bitch screamed and those w/o the tie scram out like mad dogs hunting for ties.(Yeah including me but i just sauntered out like whoever cares)I seriously hope someone chokes and suffocates in the exam hall and ties shall be barred.FOREVER.
Bongster is super sweet.I heart Bongster.He lent us ties.Hope i don't do badly for econs otherwise bongster will chop me up and sit on me and i will die.

Stupid bio teachers.I wanted to enter back and he was asking "You take bio?"
Yah i take larh idiot.You think i enter wrong venue right.STupid.


The EXCITING part of the day is shopping!!!OMG i'm so fucking broke already.I want a sugar mummy/daddy.
Shopping w Wenlin,i had this effing bad feeling i will spot Martin again.
Yeah guess wad,i did see her AGAIN.
Bitch ass moron.I always see her when i'm out w Wenlin.And spoil my day first before i can have fun.
Wenlin u have secret affair w her issit???!grrrrrr.

Oh yeah LOSER of the day

LOSER (to his loser fren):"You know my hair is cut like bung's hair?Do you know what's a bung?"
(Stares at me as i was about to leave.)
LOSER:"^%#$$&$##@&# Butch $^#@&@&*%" (I wasnt really listening)

FUCK u loser guy.You're gender confused i bet u're a transsexual in disguise.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Morning Morning Morning!!!!

It's Wednesday.
The dreaded paper.

But i just woke up w a smile of my face.Coz it's gonna be over!!!
Who cares what the grades are.May the tutors have a good time marking the scripts and puke at the sight of the rubbish i wrote.

I've decided to go sch looking like crap.Forget bout the hair.
GOING SCH FOR FRIGGIN 1HR 15MIN only who da hell will SEEEEE???!!!!!
The school's really crazy,i must say.

All the bummers are still slping.-yawns-
Gotta bathe now.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

My brother was watching Barney just now and my mum was so pissed.

Mum: "Don't watch tv already!So old already still watch Barney.You don't have homework issit?."
Bro: "ok larhs.No homework all finish already"(Yah as if.*roll eyes*)

He switched the tv off and went to play w the hamster.5secs later he switched the damn tv on.
Still Barney.

I so wanna tell him Barney is gay.laughs.

Alrights.I was sleeping just now and 1 hr plus later chocolates floated around my brain.Wah Lao super yummy can!
And i suddenly remember sth but i dunno the name.It's so pissifying so i went woke up and went online ta check.And i came across this webby.So i showed wenlin and i found out a deep dark secret.

WenLin like erotic chocolates!!!!!!Wahahaha.

I'm excited bout my trip out tml.I'm suaku like WTH.I want to connect to the outside world,and NOT thru the windows.haha.
I will be so damn pissed if i can't find all the things i want.*prays*

This is the way i show you mine.

Monday, September 19, 2005

I think i'm getting obsessed already.It's been a year or more since i did this.My papers were clean for a year.
And nothing happened tt time.
So nothing will happen this time.
Stupid me.I should stop it.

Oh my dog has become the centre of attraction already.Thanks to 'hall 13' coz i saw she gt one so i got one also.Aiyah 13 again so stupid.

Why i keep saying stupid?

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Just random browsed through Fridae and saw someone with the name 'number13'.WTpokes. eeyea.
Yah I'm sensitive to this number already as you can see.
Okay don't wanna dwell into this now.

I'm supposed to be studying,budden don't feel like doin so right now.

Oh I random blog hopped,and saw some pictures of my juniors my.To think they were once nasty,irritating,fat asses.Oops.Pardon me. Okay okay nasty kids.
Now they look mature and yeah,no longer fat I THINK.I won't know whether the photos has been photoshopped anot what!Coz I found out how to edit figures recently and ended up editing dap's eyes and someone's nose.Hurhurs.
Yeah so much have changed. Missed those days where you keep meeting ppl from different schools.Right now I'm stuck in this pathetic jc.

Speaking of jc,I just saw the interschool competitions results on The Straits Times.Yes and there was not a single sport that has **jc in the top 4 position.How pathetic.-shakes head-

I'm tired still.-yawns-But ppl will most probably slap me coz this whole week I slept mostly at unearthly hours.Unearthly hours to me mean before 12mn.Yeah like 10.30pm,11pm,11.30pm....yah slap me.

My blog entry is getting darn long alr.My brain is dying to spill larhs coz I nv talk to many ppl in sch cept for the usual ppl larhs.Don't feel like talking to anyone else in school.

My sis is gonna check out the price of my lanyard.Hiaks.She owe me money still larhs that ungrateful woman.So actually I'm kinda rich still.

I want my Cartel and shopping trip on Wed!!!~

1 week has just passed and i'm back here already.I can seriously suffer from withdrawal symptoms i must say.Right now my left hand hurts i also dunno why if it was the right hand i can smugly say i wrote too much during Econs paper.Tsk.Yah right.I have 3 more days of torture.

I just adopted a virtual pet dog!I din know what to name it larhs and number 13 floated pass my head like some divine number.So 13 the dog shall be called.And no,i dont think of my no.13 as a dog OKAY.-faints-

13 has become my number.Don't snatch.Shoo.
I want go serangoon gardens larhs.........
I want buy my lanyard larhs......
I need $$ larhsss.....
yarh i'm broke.

My aunty in Taiwan spoke to me over the webcam and mic just now.She can't communicate with my mum like nicely one coz they have very different frequency.I can't too.But i don't hate my mum like how my aunty don't hate my mum too larhs.
I don't want go Penang larhs.Fucking waste my time i want find job in dec one.Don't wanna waste my time lying there staring at the well and try to fall into it to see whether i'll drown.Watch the ducks and chickens flying here and there,or sitting in front of the lousy tv and watch shows in malay language when i don't fucking understand it larhs.I cant travel far coz need someone to drive you ard and i cant drive.Maybe i can ride the bike ard the area.That is if i don't get caught.But still!!!!Pathetic.Wait till i can drive.-ponders-No hot ppl to check out also.Yah no HOT ppl to see =torture can!!!Don't try to persuade me.
Though i love my grandma.Aiyah i shall ask grandma come over better.HIAKS.

I want to spend my holidays as how i plan it,cause for the past 4 years its ridiculous to think of holidays when all the time is spent in camps and more camps.
But i want to have my last camp in dec.TSK.
Okay but i have a super long hols after that wad.
Oh shite i want to be a camp instructor.So camp will nv end.TSKKKK!-reconsiders-
Whatever.My butt hurt right now.I have lousy butt.=(

Sunday, September 11, 2005

I'm gonna be on a two week hiatus.

Damn it,i can't believe my late nights have to be stopped.I miss.
Oh wells.Till then.

Saturday, September 10, 2005

DENGUE epidemic!
May all the nerds get bitten and land up in hospitals and the school will then cancel the fucking prelims.
Everybody's saying how screwed they are.Mostly rubbish,i must say.

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Yes yes i really did cut my hair.No,i did that 1 week ago.And i still havent pay for my haircut coz i never get to see wenlin this whole week.I pray that the hairdresser won't hold Wenlin's mum as a hostage to get back her money.hurhurs.

I feel fat.My face is getting fat.WTH.
i wanna tann drink play climb.

Friday, September 09, 2005

I don't like staying at home coz i will only have one meal per day and it sucks big time.It's good for crash dieting so if anybody wanna go on a crash diet,welcome,my house is just perfect.I hate being accused when i did was to coop myself up in the room whole day and i did absolutely nothing yet the facts get distorted and it hurts me alot.
I'm sick of your acting.Really.
Torture me while you can.

Anyways Wenlin sent me this sms:

"I'm beginning to think i forgot how the outside world look like.My only connection with the outside world are the windows in my house."

Hmms.It makes us sound pathetic.-sighs-.

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

i just realised.
my hall 13,yes 13 again,another 13,was working at comex that day!
if only i knew earlier.hmmph.

oh wells.
i officially have 2 eyecandies.=)

i wasnt kidding.
you avoided.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

I saw No.13 today! wanna smack myself for not knowing she's right behind me for tt friggin 1/2 an hr or more.damn it -smacks-
am now on high-ness.

Monday, September 05, 2005

No.13 has officially got me more keen to swim.
i wanna swim.
next time.very soon.shut up. dun laugh.

my head is ear feels funny.
oh wells.

Saturday, September 03, 2005

Jurong point is filled with so many ah nehs.
Even the library has hardworking ah nehs.
The MRT station has many gay ah nehs who were obviously,gaying around.


And too many china ppl.double eww.

Other than that,i suppose the people there are normal.-laughs-

I still can't shake off the ah neh neh gay scene.

Alrights,woke up not long ago,and dap's blog cracked me up.I think your counter will shoot up already by now.=)And no,TIME will most probably sue Wenlin for appearing on the cover.hurhurs.

Oreo cookies are addictive.this is random.

I dont wanna let my heart fall into pieces.Am trying hard.Very hard.Similarities repel.

Attractive Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things. Moody.

Got it from my archives.My old entries are so dumb.Really.And i realised so many things have changed.People especially.I have so different group of people around me right now,and i guess things didnt work out the way i think it will be.
Oh wells.I dont really care.Coz right now,i'm good with the current situation i'm in.

Farking bored like nobody's business.Yeah,the problem with my house is that it's filled with sleeping gas or something like that.You'll roam around aimless,grabbing food from the fridge,sit down,stand up,or get stuck on the chair situated right in front of the com.That's why,my blog changed.Photoshop still rawks.

And i slept at 5 last nite due to some farking pain which threatened to rip off my whole stomach.It sucks.

Right now,i'm having second thoughts bout doing something disastrous to my hair.I'm such a chicken.I think a whole new set of ppl won't recognise me again.O wells.It happens everytime.
Another day to consider.Hmmms!Oh my.

I can't,seem to enter your world can i?
Like how i can't seem to enter everybody else's
I might as well leave
And repeat these sick cycles once again

Friday, September 02, 2005

Thomson Plaza is pathetic.No cafe.NONE.gone.BOO.
BK is so cheapo,i dont think they on the air cons.If that girl had stayed longer for me to look at,i would be willing to continue sitting there.Cool tan.Just like no.13=)She made me change my mind on the tattoo im gonna get.Hurhurs.


Can't wait for my haircut and our piercings!
-dances about-

Thursday, September 01, 2005

When things become too comfortable,you desire something exciting.Something that will trigger off that adrenaline,the sugar rush,the effing high lvl of intensity.
Too comfortable.

Woke up friggin early today to catch my long awaited BIG BREAKFAST!Ended up being so stoned,tired and more stoning and yawning was done in the library.OMG i have never felt this tired before.So unproductive.It did'nt help that there's this China woman who had this cell phone ringtone that was so friggin cool,and it kept ringing coz so many farking people were dying to call her and lick her boobs boots or something.WT*

China bitch's woman's cell phone:'Ding...Dong'
China bitch woman talking super loudly
Me:She think she taking the lift issit
Bertie:See the other girl left already coz she talk so loud.
Me:I think that girl have phobia of lifts that's why she left.
And Deb was laughing.HAHS

Oh wells it happens when i stone too much and nothing logical comes out.

When i said i need brain expansion,today's incident just makes me feel i really need to do something bout my brain cells that got killed by some farking rubbish or the dumb radiations in the air.
Right now,my memory's still failing.
Or is it not??