Monday, October 31, 2005

Sheesh.Just got back from endless poking and twisting session.Stupid.Felt like a voodoo doll being poked with needles.To think that i still laughed at my sis when she played with online voodoo dolls this morning. This is what i call instant retribution=(.
But hell,my shoulders still hurt,the medicine stinks,and i have to eat so many at a time!CRAZY.

Oh,saw Tay Ping Hui and Ix Shen at United Square.Not bad looking,i must say.

Wasted my time.Need ta study already.Yawns.And Huisia still ask me next time turn my head must turn less than 20 degrees.How the hell i know what's 20 degrees??!!!LOL.

Thanks Bertie,for accompanying me to the docs.Smiles.

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Had the weirdest dream ever last nite.Or morning to be exact,since i slept at around 4.30AM.The combination of people was damn weird once again.Shall write it somewhere since i remembered.But not here,told you its weird so u might think i'm a weirdo.=(
Notice how limited my vocab is?Nothing but 'weird'.sigh.

Dream aside.

OMG kids are screaming downstairs and i can friggin hear em 18storeys up.
right.

I've got Aeros once again.HEH=).But i don't feel like eating chocs.Don't feel like eating anything much these days anyway even when my stomach rumbles and churns hydrochloric round and round.Don't know wth is wrong.Owells.

If only time will stand still.There and then.

Friday, October 28, 2005

Was talking bout how sinful we were not long ago.What a coincidence,Bertie blogged bout someone's sins.Don't think u're not a sinner lah BERTIE.
Here's something from his blog.

7 Deadly Sins

Pride is excessive belief in one's own abilities, that interferes with the individual's recognition of the grace of God. It has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.

Envy is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.

Gluttony is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.

Lust is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.

Anger is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.

Greed is the desire for material wealth or gain, ignoring the realm of the spiritual. It is also called Avarice or Covetousness.

Sloth is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work.

I dare say i have committed all of em.
Now who aint a sinner?Tell me who you are and i'll prove u wrong.HAHA.




Toward the middle, you are a realist.

You drew the pig:

Facing front, you are direct, enjoy playing devil's advocate and neither fear nor avoid discussions.

With few details, you are emotional and naive, they care little for details and are a risk-taker.

With 4 legs showing, they are secure, stubborn, and stick to their ideals.

The size of the ears indicates how good a listener you are.
The bigger the better. You drew small ears, you are an OK listener

The length of the tail indicates the quality of your sex life.
And again more is better! You drew medium sized tail

Draw a pig here!

Thursday, October 27, 2005



Can't wait ta watch.Hotness.HAHA.

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.


Right.

Your Kissing Purity Score: 80% Pure

You've hardly ever been kissed

But the kisses you've given are very missed


SO SAD AH!=(
HAHAHAHHAHA.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Podcast!

Listened to Don and Drew last night on 987.Hilarious shite i tell ya.So i decided to try out iTunes once again (Coz i din think it was useful,and i ain't got an iPod and it will prolly make me jealous) and played w the podcasting feature.Damn cool!They have so many stations to chose from,and i'm downloading all Don and Drew's podcasts.Saw The OC's podcasts as well,but since i havent even got around watching season3,it will only offer me spoilers.BOO.
Did i mention i found pridenation podcasts?!HAHA so cool i wanna hear gay people and their queer topics.HURHUR.And the word explicit on each episode make my iTunes look as if i have alot of porn stuff.Check this.

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Shite podcast is kinda addictive.
OH NO.





Your Brain is 80.00% Female, 20.00% Male



Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!


Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Writing on serviettes has become my favourite way of displaying my artistic talent.*GRINS*
Shall tune back my warped biological clock now.
Yes Wenlin,no more sleeping at 5 for now.

Time with you is all i need

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Somebody! just acc me study.*pouts*.

Right.I need attention already.I hate nt talking at home!That will only give me a severe case of verbal diarrhea again soon!

somebody somebody somebody somebody!

P.s.Elinn why you stay SOOOO far away!HAHAHAH.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Something i took on Sunday but got the code only today.TSK.

Existing Situation
Non-realization of hopes and the inability to decide on necessary remedial action has resulted in considerable stress

Stress Sources
Sensitive, and susceptible to gentleness and delicacy of feeling, with a desire to blend into some sort of mystic fusion of erotic harmony. However, this desire remains unsatisfied due to the lack of a suitable partner or adverse conditions, and she keeps a strict and watchful control on her emotional relationships as she needs to know precisely where she stands. Is fastidious, esthetic, and has a cultured taste which allows her to form and express her own taste and judgment, especially in the fields of art and artistic creativity. Strives to ally with others who can assist her in her intellectual or artistic growth.

Restrained Characteristics
Circumstances are forcing her to compromise, to restrain her demands and hopes, and to forgo for the time being some of the things she wants.

Desired Objective
Seeks affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Desires an intimate union, in which there is a love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust.

Actual Problem
Needs to protect herself against her tendency to be too trusting, as she finds it is liable to be misunderstood or exploited by others. Is therefore seeking a relationship providing peaceful and understanding intimacy, and in which each knows exactly where the other stands.

Actual Problem #2
Wants to be valued and respected, and seeks this from a close and peaceful association of mutual esteem

Monday, October 17, 2005

I wish you were here by my side.

This wkend rawks my socks.Though i don't understand why everytime i'm at Jurong it will rain freaking heavily.

Nor do i understand why Bertie goes to Batam for a day and din manage to get any wife to be (OOPS).

Alamaks but Bertie u rock my socks for the weekend too.Not as much,but still do ok.Just A LITTLE.HAHA.
Coz he bought me the wristband (same but diff colour)!!!!AHHHHHH!
-jumps for joy though quite tired already-
The shirt's nice also.Really.Aiyoh i can nv forget u already.DIE larhs.YUCKs.HAHA.

Saturday, October 15, 2005

I'm capturing every single moment,every single time.

Friday, October 14, 2005

Quizzes are addictive.

1. Do you like talking on the phone? Why or why not?
I'm fine w it.I can only talk from 7pm to 7am coz my incoming calls are free.HIAKS
2. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
eh..dunno.
3. About how many telephones do you have at home?
my house phones are non-functionable.
4. Have you encountered anyone who has really bad phone manners? What happened?
I don't like when someone initiate msgs and terminate by dun reply u suddenly.
Oh and hanging up on ppl.
5. Would you rather pick up the phone and call someone or write them an e-mail or a letter? Why or why not?
Letters are sweet but slow.Phones are convenient but overseas calls are ex.WAHAHA.

HAHAHA can't get enuff of quizzes.
1. Do you wear any jewelry? What kind?
yups.earrings,bracelets,wristbands.
2. How often do you wear it?
i wld gladly wear sth on my wrist everyday but now my wrist feels naked coz i lost my F*king wristband.

3. Do you have any piercings? If so, where?
norm ear piercing plus one on right ear cartilage(issit called so?)

4. Do you have any tattoos? If so, where?
No but very soon!cant wait.

5. What are your plans for the weekend?
eh...watch antm and mug.BORED.

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

The time now is 12.39 but i decided to alter the time of this entry to graduation day.Which is yesterday.Oh,i mean today.

HEHEHEHEHE.My high-ness shall be explained.

Ceremony was boring.yawns.NEXT.
The vids were hilarious.But the sci fac teachers were...seriously cmi larhs.oops.
There are 18souls in our class and yet a few souls decided to dissappear from the face of earth today.HOW CAN?!Even I,the great ponner of the class,turned up.-shakes head-HAHA

Our subject teachers were really sweet.We are kinda lucky to have all the nice teachers.CEpt...Hmmmmm.HAHAH nvm i don't dare say coz big brother's watching and i figured out the teachers can get pretty bored and who knows ur blog will pop up in their random search page.TSK.
NVM i shall feed you guys w selected photos.The rest i look like shit so forget it=X


I think my twin sister don't like me.NVM.



13 souls alive.I was reincarnated.5souls *poofed*

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I heart BONG!!!!
This pic rawks my socks.HAHA

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This is my highlight o the day.*GRINS*
I LOVE THIS EVEN MORE!HAHAHA sry ARHs.
I took 3 pics w her!!!
Thanks Eve for chasing after her w me.HAHA otherwise i wld have looked like a stalker or smth.

-End-

Monday, October 10, 2005

In your personal relationships Arians are frank, direct and candid, and make enthusiastic and generous friends. You are liable to have a high sex drive and make passionate but fastidious lovers. There is, however, a negative side to your associations with other people. You can easily be irritated by slowness or moderation in your companions and, though yourselves sensitive, ride roughshod over the sensitivities of others. The intensity of your sexual urges can drive you to promiscuity and a Don Juan-like counting of conquests of the opposite sex. It can also trick you into early unwise marriage which may end disastrously. Arians are highly devoted to their children, even to the point of laying down their own lives, so that they might live. You will not find a more defensive and loving parent in all the zodiac.

EH not the marriage part.EWW NEVER.children nv cross my mind.ouch.

You make good athletes and climbers, doctors, explorers (of new ideas as well as uncharted territory, the latter in these days including adventuring into outer space), soldiers, sailors and airmen, and leaders, though awkward subordinates, in industry and politics.

i think doctor is out.HAHA.
was bored.

http://www.astrology-online.com/persn.htm

THIS SUCKS.
i wanna bury myself 1000000000m underground and never to surface.

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Tongue piercing is hot.Oh must see who's carrying it but still..hot.
Those with tongue studs u can invite urself and lemme kiss you.WAHAHA.
This is my current fetish.OH NO.

My strict diet regime is making me hungry.=X

Friday, October 07, 2005

So now i'm the thief in the house huh?
WHATEVER.I'm mute at home.That explains my verbal diarrhea when i'm outta the house.

seven things that scare me
1.Blood
2.Not having any friends
3.Be alone in an unknown place
4.An area filled w ah nehs
5.Losing my senses
6...........
7.........

seven things that i like the most
1.Carebear
2.Wristbands (and i lost one recently.SOB)
3.Friends i love.
4.Certain stuff that's white.I think i have a fetish for white coloured stuff.
5.my com
6.my phone.
7.Tann!

seven important things in my room
1.My bed.
2.My soft toys?
3.Blanket.Cant sleep properly without it.
4.Pillows ta hug
5.My desktop charger
6.Wardrobe
7.Hidden stash of stuff:X

seven random facts about me
1.I love people watching
2.I find tongue piercings hot.
3.I can don't like you yet entertain you and make you happy
4.I have photographic memory
5.I can't stand cold and freeze very easily.
6.I am now obsessed with changing hairstyle every now and then.Addictive.
7.I am fat.HOW?

seven things i plan to do before i die
1.Steamy hot sex in the shower.
2.Spend 3days 3nights with someone i love and do everything absolutely wonderful together.
3.Backpacking around every continent
4.Dive from the sky (since i cant do my airborne.Sigh)
5.Watch a threesome and perhaps join em and that'll be a foursome.HURHUR!
6.Speed just to feel that adrenaline rush
7.Get a super hot sexy car to speed!

seven things i can do
1.read
2.write.
3.stone and ignore everything going on around me
4.Procrastinate
5.STrip a rifle.*GRIN*
6.shoot accurately *WIDE GRIN*
7.Listen to others

seven things i can't do
1.Fly a plane.(coz i keep crashing the simulator plane in aussie.HURHURS)
2.Be a doc.I will faint first and you'll die.
3.Write perfectly with my left hand
4.See things clearly without my specs
5.roll my tongue
6.Stop staring at hot people
7.play a piano

seven things i say the most
1.Hurhur!
2.Wat the hell
3.Idiot.
4.Fuck
5.Aiyah!
6.Whey!!!
7.Siao ARhs

seven celeb crushes
1.Olivia Wilde
2.Lauren Lee Smith
3.Christina Ricci
4.Keira knightly
5.Angelina Jolie
6.Mischa Barton
7.Adam Brody
EH NOT ENOUGH!

seven physical traits i look for
1.Tann
2.Abs=)
3.Eyes(Coz i have small eyes,damn it)
4.Legs
5.AHHHH!Dunno already.
6.Blank.
7.Blank.

Even when your hope is gone
move along move along just to make it through

FUCK.I just woke up and my mum thinks i stole her money coz i'm the only one in the house.FUCK.
Maybe i did while slpwalking larhs huhs.
CRAZY.

OH shit.I just ate cake.ALOT of cake.HOW ARHS DAP?!HAHAHAHA.

Thursday, October 06, 2005

The blogger world is darn cute.One person starts a quiz,and the next moment u'll see everyone you know doing the same thing.Addictive.=)

Billy bombers date with Bertie!OH i'm writing it here case i go into denial and pretend sucha deal didn't happen.Ok and there's our clubbing (not to ah neh hotspot thankew) date.WEE!You got me out of boredom today.smiles.

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

1. what kind of first impression do you think you give people?
Super duper quiet.Super duper dao.

2. what's one thing you like to do alone?
huh i need people around me!I go toilet alone!Count?

3. are you a giver or a taker?
Both.I give alot more.

4. what have you stolen before?
I'm clean.Nothing!

5. how many drinks before you're tipsy?
Huh.Nv count.I'm a good drinker!

6. do you ever have to beg?
For people to forgive me.

7. what kind of books do you like to read?
Romance,science(YEAH RIGHT).Fe-slash!Oh tts read online.HAHA

8. do you think you're cute?
HAHA!!!someone just said i am last night.LOL

9. do you have a problem changing clothes infront of your friends?
STrip strip!haha!of coz no problem=)

10. whats the most painful experience you've ever had?
My teenagehood.Horrendous.

11. favorite communication method?
Face to face.It takes time for me to look at the person though.

12. do u care for your admirers/suitors?
Do i have any?Oh hmm i will larhs.If i know who they are.

13. what is your most prized piece of your music collection?
My autographed s.h.e album.Must thank glenn for getting it though.

14. what is the geekiest part of your music collection?
HUH?

15. what do you eat when you raid the fridge at night?
CHOCS!!!Sinful i know.

16. what is your favorite movie....
A walk to remember.

17. if you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
Aiya i don't want any!EEk.

18. what is a physical habit that gives away your insecure moments?
Playing with my thumb.Those who've noticed,good for you.

19. are you famous?
No.Misfit how can be famous?

21. describe your bed?
Tempting,attractive,sexy.HAHA

22. spontaneous or planned?
Spontaneous.This is more exciting.

23. do you know how to play poker?
YEah!

24. what do you carry with you at all times?
My cell,wallet

25. what do you miss most about being little?
Carefree-ness.Able to run and scream like nobody's business.

26. are you happy with your given name?
I still ponder over why it's so.ASk me why next time.

27. how much would it take to give up the internet for 1 year?
HUH!!!!CRAZY!!!I will DIE!!!!

28. what color is your bedroom?
Light shade of lavender.Oh no so gay.

29. have you ever been in a play?
YES!so proud of myself.HAHA.That was in primary school larhs.oops.

30. do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
I need people to believe in me too.But yeah i love myself.I'm quite un-loved.

31. do transient, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?
No...Hello...siao arhs.:X

32. do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
Tell me if i'm not.Coz i think i am.=)

33. do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend? or with your friends?
Friends.No boyfriends/girlfriends in the picture right now anyways.

34. what's one thing you wish you could do but u can't?
ALOT lehs.I wanna travel around the world backpacking.That's one for ya.

35. what is your ideal marriage location?
In the sky!!CAN?????!

36. whats one instrument you wish you could play?
I wanna play the piano.

37. something/someone you love and hate?
Have,But That's secret.

40. whats one language you want to learn?
French.

41. what do you order at a bar?
Fruit juice.HAHAHAHA!WTH.

42. have you ever pierced your body parts?
ears.Navel next!WEEE

43. do you have any tattoos?
this is up next also.Currently no.

44. whats one trait you hate in a person?
EGO!

45. do you consider yourself materialistic?
Certain stuff yes.

46. what do you cook best?
I'm lazy to cook.I can make nice spaghetti if i want to. *grins*

47. do you cry in front of your friend?
Yeah.I don't really care.And i can't really help it also.

This period of time will either make or break.
I now know too much,too much.
It's obvious that i need to exit.Curiousity just make me wanna know more and find out more.It's just too easy,i don't have to be a pro to figure certain things out.
And i know,
Things are never meant to be.
Why.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Cut my hair short,cut my hair short.Leave em long,leave em long.
Suck larhs.Short hair=butch mehs.Irritating.

Don't care.Punk!HAHA!

I should really stop swearing.OMG.

Sooo....what hairstyle to cut next week?-ponders-
This is exciting.
My hairstyle last for only a month or also and i got bored of it already.

I don't know if comfort and ease is love.
If i saw you with anyone else, I would still bleed inside.
I know i will never be happy if I lose you

If knowing too much will hurt,i rather remain oblivious to the obvious.The TRUTHS aren't exactly pleasant.Dumb homo-sapiens.

No matter what i do,i can't get what i desire.So why even BOTHER?This is sickening.And i'm feeling darn restricted right now coz everything's exposed and there's no privacy left in this fucking world.

I shall go torture myself.Oh maybe i shall go do something drastic like shave all my hair away or something.GRR.

Monday, October 03, 2005

I Heart Olivia Wilde.Total hotness.
Hungry now.shall go slp.
random blogging is boring.
-yawns-

feign.ignorance.hide.run.avoid.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

I like you.I really do.
No going around in circles,too tired to hide meaning within meanings.
Too tired.

Saturday, October 01, 2005

Mr Peter:

Thanks alot for everything.I don't know what to say but a very big THANK YOU.I promise i'll try to fix things up,though it's hard to mend what's broken.I'll try.