Saturday, December 31, 2005


I'm gonna seek solace in work later.

I know you wanna clean up your room.I know you wanna clean up the living room.
But both of you are super annoying coz you peeps treat my room as a dumping ground for anything that you don't consider it as yours.And when i throw things outside my room that i don't consider it as mine,it gets thrown back into my room again.

My room was in a mess,now it's like a rubbish dump and i can't even place my feet nicely on it.

My sister is such an annoying piece of shit.Screw your life if you wanna but just don't affect me you arse.And i don't even care if you/boyfriend ever read this.

Thursday, December 29, 2005

SERIOUSLY,what's the deal bout New Year's eve?Now that i won't be working on 31st Dec,i will be darn free.Sleep wld be the best way to cross over to 2006,where i'll just wake up and 'oh hello it's 2006 now,can you even feel it?'That'll save me a hell lotta trouble.

My life is fcking awesome right now.Right.

Monday, December 26, 2005

Sometimes uncertainties can drive you insane.

Sunday, December 25, 2005


This is the most awesome Xmas i've ever had.Xmas eve was fun,dinner with fellow instructors cum KLK spraying session almost made me don't wanna leave.But the crowd @ Orchard was disgusting,and i swear if there was a bloody stinko in the crowd,i would have puked and died on the spot.Luckily even the KLKs smelled alrights.

Holland V was waaay less crowded than orchard.Got stuck in the traffic and had ta cab down.WTF,this is the 25756854 time that i'm spending on cab fare this week.HORRENDOUS SHITE.

Xmas pressies i've got this year's not alot,but of course,more than any other year.DUH.

HUGS to Eileen Fu,Wenlin,Elinn,Brenda,Jac and Bertie for the lovely gifts =)

Thursday, December 22, 2005

<°º::-^Crazedæ»°°°º¤ If having that was tragic, then give me tragedy. ¤º°°°æ--»::º°> says:
if very ex i go buy drumsticks

The Celesbian™® -Assure me.- Tongues intertwine. says:

The Celesbian™® -Assure me.- Tongues intertwine. says:
drumsticks too ex go buy chicken drumsticks

<°º::-^Crazedæ»°°°º¤ If having that was tragic, then give me tragedy. ¤º°°°æ--»::º°> says:
slap you!


Wednesday, December 21, 2005

I'm in no mood to type in paragraphs.

I visited my precious deugongs yesterday in the zoo,like FINALLY.

Other than that,i don't know what else to say.I'm in this sickening WHATEVER mood right now,and i just watched Mysterious Skin and it's saddening.

okay Whatever.

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Class dinner was....Well whatever.I just think course bbq later on wld be wayy better.Guess it's all about the right frequency.

Did i mention later?It's freaking 5am now,and i'm here burning my stuff,writing a few stuff,doing my laundry,clearing my things.

ARGH i want a maid.NOW NOW NOW.

My head is spinnnning round and round.I'm going bananas.

This is not exactly the coolest way to enjoy first night of freedom.

Saturday, December 17, 2005


Because i'm a sucker for white.
Because i'm a pro SE person.

Thankew very much,sugar mummies/daddies to be out there.

Here i am,being a refugee waiting for ppl to take me inIi'm picky,and chose the place i wanna stay.heh.

Farah's making me fat with tons of whipped cream on my drinks.It's on the house.Awesome.

Eileen Fu we've finally met!HAHAHA just when you thought we'll never get to see each other till next year.-grins-
And welcome to our super pathetic stagnant love life,but life is still good k?Coz we have each other!HAHAHA!We'll whack each other till we come to our senses!

Roaming around a shopping mall isn't good cause i've spent a bomb.Yes im sucha shopper.

My Adidas bag will be the next on my shopping list.It's sucha sad thing that up til now,i aint got a sugar mummy or sugar daddy.I seriously need either one,better if i get both.Life would be so wonderful.

Freedom tml!
I'm getting...utterly random nowadays.
somehow,i miss my room.sigh.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

I think going for camp din really make me slim down.In fact,i think i gained weight!OMG.
Okay what to do when you're fed like 4 times a day,CLTs having chocs in their hands most of the time.Merci,Rocky road (omg super yummy),M&Ms,Snickers,Dairy milk choc,lollies(ok this isn't choc),blah blah.

Not to forget bagels,cookies,muffins,all from Coffeebean!How can i not love you Farah?!

Milk(yes i still want to grow taller in camp),coke and more coke( i din drink tt though).

Breakfast at Mac.Friggin 4plus am in the morn just now.Mahjong session was awesome,though i think i somehow slept on oren's bed in the midst of playing.
And yes i finally can REMEMBER how to play mahjong!

I think i ate so much,i'm gonna need to jog ten rounds at the park just beside my house already.I know i should be training hard (hor?eileen fu?) but the temptation of food!ARGH.

By the way,my ear stud poked through and now my earhole is frigging enlarged.YUCKY YUCK and it hurt like mad.My sis wasn't very helpful,she said i looked like an elf.WONDERFUL.

Monday, December 12, 2005

Sentosa outing yest was fun,though like what Han said,we instructors were super dua bai and we were later for nearly 3hrs.LOL.Everyone got dunked and i had ta surrender myself and got dunked as well.KNS the water damn salty and gross can.The sun wasnt hot yet all of us got burnt,and we got rid of our horrible tanlines!-beams-


50th CLT course is the last HQ camp for me,and also for Cheeyong,my partner of Syndicate 6.This is the messiest camp ever,with half residential and half non-residential.It just deprives the cadets of more fun things at night.Hiaks.

I'll definitely miss everyone,esp all the instructors.We're the best gossipers ever,and will flock together whenever there's gossip.

Cheeyong is the best partner ever.He's not calculative,and we spent a bomb on our cadets.(FAMOUS AMOS!).He's efficient,and he handled the syndicate the first day i wasnt around.hehs.Our syndicate never fail to irritate us sometimes,and cheeyong will be the one doing the scoldings and i will be the one giving the stupid face.Other than that these kids can sing,and our syn song have brought us this far,just like what Sahibu told me.I guess we have really earned their respect,and your songs never fail to brighten up their day while marching to the range."god damn son of a bitch!"

And Minghui,though i said u laugh like someone i dun like (martin),but you're by far cuter than her and i love you to bits.Sorry for doing all the silly things to you in the middle of the night.Bwahaha but you seriously cannot feel anything at all,made Farah and i laughed like mad while writing on you and *ahem*.I'm proud to be ur 2nd!HAHAHA though it didnt gather much of a response from somebody.Knowing you for 2 weeks plus is short but it seems like we've known each other for damn long.Bravo coy rocks.

My part time girlfriend Farah took my soft toy at night and held it in the weirdest position ever.She sleep talked abit but cant fight with minghui coz minghui talks/scolds and points to the ceiling at the same time.Farah rocks and i know you like to hug me to sleep at night=X.Don't be upset over certain issues,i'm sure things will turn out just fine ok?

Yingbei is the most GARANG lady i've ever met.Though i knew her since 46th CLT course,i didnt know she was so GARANG.Can shower alone in the toilet(i'm scared the sensor will go off,VERY HUMJI),can do things by herself and slp in the bunk alone.OMG.You rock lah.

Hanabanana is super fit.Bluffed me she will run slowly then in the end i look like a dork trying to catch up.But it was awesome running w you tt night though seriously i was also very scared.HAHA.Her eyes are big and her screamings are horrendous.And you're not a member of our BB club coz urs are too big already=P

Grace is one small girl i didn't dare to speak to at first,but she's super nice,and KLK are super irritating yeah?HAHA

Fidah,you left us early the last day of camp,gonna miss you and im sad to say i still aint got ur no.!

To the guys,you all are the best,never know guys can gossip sooooo much but it just makes the camp super fun.We'll see each other soon ok!

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

I'm back home fer awhile till evening,where i'll be listening to my syndicate singing their "nv fail to make me feel like crying" song at ICEP dinner tonight.My skin is peeling like mad right now,im plucking pieces of dead skin evry now and then as i type,its darn gross but the feeling is darn shiok.Right.Horrible tan.How to wear nice clothes later when the tan is so horrible?!

And sorry folks (you know who you are), can't send u peeps off though i said i would.Have fun!

Sunday, December 04, 2005

I hate shopping-->find smth i like-->no size/no more-->=*poof* too late.

or contemplating too long till that stuff's not there when u finally decided to purchase it.


Eileen i want my midnight movie w you!Try ur best to make our plans work ok?=)

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Panda eyes.

No one goes out on sats.Midnight movies anyone?
And i need to clear my xmas shopping.
I've yet to see Eileen Fu.=P ( evryone knows im in camp lah)

Okay nvm its sat now.Random incoherent thoughts.

Friday, December 02, 2005

The way you spin me round and round and round.