Wednesday, November 29, 2006



he made me feel guilt.
bradgreenwell.com

Monday, November 27, 2006

On loop:

Marcos Hernandez- The way I do.

those times.

Actions against thoughts.



Am i fully accepted for who i am or looked upon by my flaws.Such that everything around me seem to be of such low standards.
Maybe i came from the dustbin and have friends deem trash.

Dear XXX,

Can you mark my paper leniently coz all the while i was enduring funky smell from this girl beside me and weird odour from the guy in front?I couldn't concentrate.I swear i was using the jacket as a gas mask.

Oh and in the morning the smell was so horrible from this guy who coincidently is from the same Econs tutorial class as me.
I wanted to vomit right on the spot and there was virtually nowhere to shift ourselves from him.Ask Marli.

I recommend teachings of hygiene during exam period.It seems some of the students are too caught up with books that they forgot the existence of shower rooms.
Mug hard,bathe!

Regards,
YY.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

I dunno how to face it.

Hopeless.
Speechless.
Emotionless.

Stoned.

All the wrong stuff.

Sunday, November 12, 2006

My house rear pigs.

Whenever i have no school and wanna sleep in, my brother sister mother father whoever will bug me at like between 12-2 to EAT coz they bought food already. This is especially true on Sundays which i can predict, 99.9% of the time will be chicken rice.

At 5 plus 6, i will be bugged to eat DINNER like just now my brother called to pester me and my sister to be back to have dinner asap or else we will suffer.

If we don't get back to eat or i don't wake up to eat, the food they leave for me will be damn a lot which therefore, it is wiser to wake up/ be back on time to eat, which otherwise means eat will the majority and not be the last one to clear the food.

HELLO MY FOOD HAVEN't GOT DIGESTED YET OKAY.
I'm used to eating lunch at 2-4plus or not eating, and dinner at after 8 or not eat?
THIS IS HELL.
I'm typing as if i'm talking like a bullet train so please pardon me coz i think i haven't been out for very long and i changed shampoo coz my sis says it's cheaper and therefore being cheapos we bought it but i paid for it so technically its mine but i bet she will use it.

MY HOUSE REAR PIGS.

On a side note, my mum complains that i sleep late but i told her nobody sleeps early in uni. AndDr kkseet said we should be able to pull all nighters? Ok that one i simply cannot make it.

Anyhows, i cut my hair already.And i bought 4D. Give me luck baby.

Saturday, November 11, 2006

And all good things left me this way.

Misfit is in me i guess.

Friday, November 10, 2006

I sound like a smartass but i seriously am dumb.
I want to make things ok but i don't know how.
I'm a complete idiot.
I LOVE SELF REPROACHING

I'm taught to not blame anybody but myself
yea, so now it's my fault
i'm socialized to be this way
now what.